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I tried it just now mine was simpler. Just a long piece of soft cloth tied to a horizontal metal rod in my bathroom.
I just coudn't get the knots right and when I finally did and put my head through the knot all I experienced was some pain and discomfort which didn't make me feel like I was anywhere close to passing out, let alone CTB.
That sounds frustrating, I have had similar disappointments to you too. My setup isn't too complicated, it's a pull up bar then just a couple of pieces of rope attached and a scarf padding the lower one, I clipped around my neck with the carabiner. I think I was coming close last time I tried this but the sense of panic and finality made me unclip myself.
I stood for a while and at first felt like nothing had happened but then it seemed I'd gone a few seconds not registering my own thoughts, only to find myself biting my tongue and panic a bit.I had hoped to have a painless unconsciousness and then oblivion.
But no matter how much I adjust the loop around my neck to align with carotid artery as specified in hanging guide, it only causes discomfort and confusion.
I feel like I am waiting for something to happen and I'm doing it painfully so it feels pointless and I end up removing the knot.
I stood for a while and at first felt like nothing had happened but then it seemed I'd gone a few seconds not registering my own thoughts, only to find myself biting my tongue and panic a bit.
To be honest I don't understand what to do.
Should I keep trying until I achieve painless unconsciousness ? That seems to be the first step for me.
Thank-you.It seems it xould work if nothing break and you find the right point at your neck. Wish you good luck
I don't really have somewhere I can do full so will have to make sure this works.If you do not find it, use full suspension, it will work and you pass out quick
I tried multiple times with a long piece of cloth yesterday and today. I am simply unable to do it.
Giving up because I know it isn't working at all.
To be honest, I am extremely frustrated. Even today when I coudn't do it in my bathroom I sat there fuming and actually hit myself in the head angrily many times. I felt so frustrated like tearing my hair out.
But no matter how frustrated I get, reality is not changing. The truth is that partial method feels so uncomfortable.
Yes that's what it's like for me too, I don't understand how it is one of the most frequently used methods.