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Ashpac

Ashpac

Lost and always will be.
Jul 22, 2018
795
Does anyone on here have better dreams than their reality?

I mean, when I sleep im happy im free, and dream of my high lights in life, then I wake up and think wow, that was a piss take and you realise how shit your life was? or is that just me :D
 
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ScottPilgram

ScottPilgram

slime guy, xe/xem it/its
Feb 2, 2019
157
I have dreams where I'm in a nice relationship. 2 have been with girls, one with a guy. I would end up cuddling with them or going for walks with them and at the end of the dream they would tell me I have to wake up and that they were sorry. When I wake up it fucks me up and all I wanna do is sleep again. My dreams are 10x better than reality. It's just full of cute shit
 
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Toenditall

Toenditall

im already dead just need to kill the body
Nov 10, 2018
225
every night i hate waking up every morning
 
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Redt2go

Redt2go

flower child
Jan 5, 2019
1,643
Does anyone on here have better dreams than their reality?

I mean, when I sleep im happy im free, and dream of my high lights in life, then I wake up and think wow, that was a piss take and you realise how shit your life was? or is that just me :D
Yup! There was a bad week where my dreams were dark and solemn but 3/4 of the time my dreams are at least neutral. It's why I sleep at least 12 hours every night and I've been taking OTC meds to help me stay sleep. There's always a few seconds upon waking that I forget about my reality and it always makes me more sad coming to every morning. Honestly it used to make me pissed so angry that I have wanted to throw things. Now it's more melancholy since I realize that my dreams don't mean anything. I just appreciate that at least I can be happy when I sleep...

Honestly it only makes me more sure about ctb and let's me know I'm making the right decision
 
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itsallover

Arcanist
Jun 29, 2018
478
Sleep is my only escape. When I wake up the nightmare begins again.
 
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NoChoice

NoChoice

Fallen Zen Master
Jan 28, 2019
207
Does anyone on here have better dreams than their reality?

I mean, when I sleep im happy im free, and dream of my high lights in life, then I wake up and think wow, that was a piss take and you realise how shit your life was? or is that just me :D
I had a dream I was fingerbanging 2 girls at once so clearly, yes. I can't wait to die.
 
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Sixfeetunder

Sixfeetunder

Specialist
Jan 12, 2019
319
The only good dreams I have are ones where I ctb. I can't seem to be aware (whether dreaming or awake) and not feel shitty.
 
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Donewith_

Elementalist
Sep 28, 2018
876
I feel the same. I made my life worse and am just living in my sleep. But, quite often I have nightmares which bring me into reality and make me realise my true life.
 
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dysfunctional

dysfunctional

Arcanist
Oct 26, 2018
459
Yes, reverse nightmare situation.
 
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lemmeeleev

lemmeeleev

Still here
Nov 29, 2018
927
I barely ever remember dreams, but when I do they make absolutely no sense. Sometimes defying the laws of gravity and physics kind of no sense. Even nightmares (which I only remembered very few after I woke up) make no sense. But when I do remember a dream, I remember it feeling so real as if that was reality even though I don't know how I ever could with how weird some are.
 
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ReadyasEver

ReadyasEver

Elementalist
Dec 6, 2018
828
Most of my dreams are fairly neutral, But my sleep cycle is really up and down. Sometimes I just want to sleep for 11 hours and then I get 5 hours. I feel like a ping pong ball.
 
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cherub

cherub

Fvcking Loser
Jan 27, 2019
147
No unfortunately, because 1. I hardly sleep, and 2. When I do manage to dream, it's pretty much correlative to having a bad acid trip, minus the ability to control yourself cause it's a dream. It's actually terrifying.
 
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Just do it

Member
Feb 4, 2019
16
I dont have the dreams but need serious advise.
 
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