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Orangee

Orangee

I want to leave this sad world
Apr 6, 2024
92
I'm feeling quite lonely, and isolated from everyone irl around me a the moment. Was wondering if anyone wanted to just chat. About feelings, about what brought us here, about thoughts about ctb, anything honestly. It would be nice to hear some outside perspective as well as get to know some people here better.
 
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-nobodyknows-

-nobodyknows-

I will face my fate.
Jun 16, 2024
798
Me too
 
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lamy's sacred sleep

lamy's sacred sleep

what's a way to just be competent
Nov 22, 2024
1,512
I'm feeling quite lonely, and isolated from everyone irl around me a the moment. Was wondering if anyone wanted to just chat. About feelings, about what brought us here, about thoughts about ctb, anything honestly. It would be nice to hear some outside perspective as well as get to know some people here better.
i've sent a dm
 
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SchizoPolyGymnast

SchizoPolyGymnast

Paragon
May 28, 2024
925
I'd love to chat. I work overnights and no one is awake when I am. It sucks.
 
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getoutgirl

getoutgirl

got out the site <3
Mar 17, 2025
558
Hi. Same situation, isolated from irl people, trying to socialise a bit more here. I'll send you a dm if that's cool :)
 
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Glazed_Orange

Glazed_Orange

Member
Aug 27, 2024
52
I'm feeling quite lonely, and isolated from everyone irl around me a the moment. Was wondering if anyone wanted to just chat. About feelings, about what brought us here, about thoughts about ctb, anything honestly. It would be nice to hear some outside perspective as well as get to know some people here better.
perspective on what?
 
Glazed_Orange

Glazed_Orange

Member
Aug 27, 2024
52
wanna talk about human potential? something called the ubermensch
 
Orangee

Orangee

I want to leave this sad world
Apr 6, 2024
92
Wow you're just me, but glazed.
wanna talk about human potential? something called the ubermensch

Also sure. Searched up ubermensch but was quite confused as to what it means. Don't think ubermensch exists.
 
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FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
1,244
Sure dude my dms are always open!
To anyone!
 
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thatrandomlineguy

thatrandomlineguy

tired
Mar 28, 2025
46
I'm feeling quite lonely, and isolated from everyone irl around me a the moment. Was wondering if anyone wanted to just chat. About feelings, about what brought us here, about thoughts about ctb, anything honestly. It would be nice to hear some outside perspective as well as get to know some people here better.
I would love to talk to someone, pm me.
 
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ma0

ma0

How did I get here?
Dec 20, 2024
667
Don't really have much to chat about, but I'm always free and pretty much open to listen about anything.
 
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mydeadflowers

mydeadflowers

Member
Apr 3, 2025
23
Unsure if I'm able to initiate PMs, willing to chat with literally anyone right now though. Finding friends when isolated is really rough, starting to feel like it's not worth putting in the effort anymore when it comes to meeting people anywhere else but the internet. Only comfort I find is among the few online friends I have and by reading the posts of others on here.

I'm really bad at reaching out to new people, but the company of others makes me feel better. I hope I can do the same for anyone else.
 
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FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
1,244
Unsure if I'm able to initiate PMs, willing to chat with literally anyone right now though. Finding friends when isolated is really rough, starting to feel like it's not worth putting in the effort anymore when it comes to meeting people anywhere else but the internet. Only comfort I find is among the few online friends I have and by reading the posts of others on here.

I'm really bad at reaching out to new people, but the company of others makes me feel better. I hope I can do the same for anyone else.
I feel ya on that fr
 
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damienlerone03

damienlerone03

reject humanity, return to monke
May 5, 2024
1,245
hi orange glad to see u again!!! u can always send a dm, i also have my discord in bio too!!
 
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sdnlidnc

Member
Apr 18, 2025
50
Who can understand the pain and repression felt in China?
 
FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
1,244
No not really ive heard is intense
Do you know what China's education system is like? If not, please give me some time to organize my thoughts.
4o
 
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sdnlidnc

Member
Apr 18, 2025
50
No not really ive heard is intense
For the lower-class masses, the pressure of studying is immense. My middle school was like this: waking up at 6 a.m. and coming home at 6 p.m. In high school, I woke up at 6 a.m. and got home around 10 p.m. The biggest issue is that I wasn't even the worst off—there were people suffering even more than I was.
 
FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
1,244
For the lower-class masses, the pressure of studying is immense. My middle school was like this: waking up at 6 a.m. and coming home at 6 p.m. In high school, I woke up at 6 a.m. and got home around 10 p.m. The biggest issue is that I wasn't even the worst off—there were people suffering even more than I was.
:0

How the fuck did you survive?!!
 
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sdnlidnc

Member
Apr 18, 2025
50
:0

How the fuck did you survive?!!
People around me are like this. Some can't hold on anymore and jump off buildings, and then we get a little bit of a break. The people above us also get scared. China's censorship is very strict, and a lot of information can't be posted on social media or can't be spread on a large scale.
 
FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
1,244
People around me are like this. Some can't hold on anymore and jump off buildings, and then we get a little bit of a break. The people above us also get scared. China's censorship is very strict, and a lot of information can't be posted on social media or can't be spread on a large scale.
Heard of that i also heard if you speak ill of the government your screwed
 
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sdnlidnc

Member
Apr 18, 2025
50
:0

How the fuck did you survive?!!
And now I realize that this entire education system has destroyed my future, destroyed my soul. I got into university, but I can't bear it anymore. I don't want to continue university, and I've had conflicts with my parents. Even though they've made many compromises now, the harm it caused me in between is irreversible.
 
FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
1,244
And now I realize that this entire education system has destroyed my future, destroyed my soul. I got into university, but I can't bear it anymore. I don't want to continue university, and I've had conflicts with my parents. Even though they've made many compromises now, the harm it caused me in between is irreversible.
Damn im so sorry

What are you studying if I may ask?
 
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sdnlidnc

Member
Apr 18, 2025
50
Heard of that i also heard if you speak ill of the government your screwed
I only know that if you speak badly about the government, you will definitely be taken away by the police. As for the consequences, I'm not sure, but if your influence isn't that big and you're just an ordinary citizen, they probably won't do anything to you. On one hand, many police officers come from ordinary backgrounds themselves; on the other hand, ordinary citizens don't have much influence. From what I understand, the worst that might happen is being called in by the police for a "chat."
 

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