Does anyone else think suicide casually?

[CoolGuy9]

Earlier I picked up ketchup from the fridge and I did it in a slightly awkward way. I don't think anybody even noticed and this clearly is an extremely minor inconvenience in my life. Yet my first thought was that I wouldn't have to go through this if I killed myself.

Ofcourse I have more serious reasons to ctb, but sometimes these thoughts are just really casual.

 

[TheRiverStyz]

I think that's just called being a millennial, lol.

But yes, absolutely.

 

[Plankter]

Congratulations, you're an average netizen.

 

[CoolGuy9]

Congratulations, you're an average netizen.

Heck. Being a netizen ain't that fun.

 

[throwaway777]

I think that's just called being a millennial, lol.

But yes, absolutely.

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[Tragoedia Vitae]

Haha, all the time. I see suicide everywhere. When I drive up a mountain, I think about what would happen if I just drove over the side of the mountain. When I walk across a bridge on my campus, I think about what would happen if I just climbed over the railing and jumped down in the direction of the oncoming cars. When I sit down in a public space, I think about what would happen if I just pressed a button and blew my head up. Story of my life!

 

[Jodes]

Argon bottles are a way of life. I genuinely want to put stickers on my favourite. I almost collect them now like people have pot plants. I just don't put them by the window.

 

[TAW122]

Most of my waking moments, yes. There are even times where I fantasize how someone might ctb (yes, kinda messed up I know, but it's mostly as a mental coping mechanism for myself) and then putting myself in their position/shoes.

 

[Mr. Hang Man]

Every waking moment, yeah. However I have a lot of homicidal thoughts as well. Mostly depends on my mood, when im in a low mood mostly suicidal. When melancholic and numb mostly homicidal.

 

[aspx]

I have this little game that I do with myself where I try to figure out a way to ctb at some places. Take the street for example, there a lot of ways, so the sky is the limit for my imagination. But other places are harder, like a bathroom or a classroom.