BaconCheeseburger
Comfort-eating
- Aug 4, 2018
- 693
I cut myself this morning. No particular reason other than I feel empty and I don't feel like my body deserves to feel nice things.
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ghostgirl1995
Experienced
- Apr 18, 2020
- 237
GoBack
Paragon
- Apr 25, 2020
- 997
Yeah. It's beyond any reason at this stage. Whatever was driving me to hurt myself it has now become habit. I wish it was over. Even if I tried recovering now the damage is too much to try to live with
K-O
FU(KOFFEE
- Apr 16, 2020
- 1,462
yeah.. but its never just cause..
seems that all i do even more now is self harm.
im in so much "pain".. its been flaring up more and more.. and its the only thing that makes any sence tbh..
its a feeling of a home.. something to rely on.
Zozo
Member
- May 4, 2020
- 45
I've broken plotscraft bowls and plates over my head, cut myself several times with broken glass , boxcutters, knifes. neededed to be stitched up several times. I put cigarettes and cigars out on myself all over my body....what can I say? I like to bleed and I love pain. and I hate this disgusting monkey suit I am forced to wear.
BPD Barbie
Visionary
- Dec 1, 2019
- 2,359
I do the same with cutting. I just feel I need to punish myself and keep myself reminded that I'm worthless.
peacefully31425
Dirtbag
- Aug 28, 2018
- 162
BitterlyAlive
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- Apr 8, 2020
- 1,634
Same. I cut myself because I feel like i deserve it. I feel numb either way but...Similar threads
