Does anyone else also believe that your whole life nothing but a mistake

[StillWaiting]

As mentioned above , do you wish you never exist to deal with all these problems to only realize that catching the bus is the only way out.
It feels stupid to keep struggling to fix things that can't be fixed when you realize that everything from start is already a mistake.
But it takes so much effort to plan.

 

[Deleted member 17949]

Yeah there's honestly nothing good about me as a person, I was a horrible mistake.

 

[Bct]

Yeah, me being alive is a mistake. I can think some people's live could be better if I'm just not exist from the beginning.

 

[TheSoulless]

Mm-hm, it would be better for me and for others if I just stopped existing. I honestly feel like a burden to everyone. That's why I want to live as quietly as possible, though I also want to have someone close to me. It's the "hedgehog's dilemma".

 

[Nyxx33]

I don't think life itself is a mistake. I think life can actually be quite beautiful.
I just made a ton of mistakes and bad decisions most of my life
as they say you reap what you sow

 

[Green Destiny]

Being an unplanned pregnancy I find my life to be more of an unfortunate accident because now i'm here in this world dealing with how fuckin' awful it is.

 

[mathieu]

Yeah, I wish I never existed. It's hard to CTB. Be better if I was never born.

 

[sadghost]

My sister was joking the other day about how I was a mistake... yeah I definitely feel like one. I've always been the outsider in my family which is not fun to say the least. I always wonder why I was even born.

 

[lostangel]

Yes, I feel I was a mistake. I was raised by a narcissist mom who acts as if she doesn't want me to succeed. I never really had a place in this world, always the odd one out I guess. Or the one who was not good enough for anyone. Always felt a nuisance.

 

[Luchs]

I don't have a single thing in my life that I am proud of. I never achieved anything.

 

[Kikoo Loool]

I do. Graduated from the best college i my country but failed any career. Catastepphic marriage, been looted by a narcissistic person who leaves me with only debts and turned my child against me.

 

[Hibernation]

Yes I often think my parents think I'm a failure. I look at others my age who are married, happy and have a life and just think where did I go wrong.
I'm a single parent in love with a Co worker who I've seen on and off he's leaving and I just get the feeling that's once he leaves he'll cut me off completely, so I'm pushing him away now.

 

[Philosykos]

Yes. Aside from the afflictions I was born with, my family hasn't been the greatest about making me feel like my existence was desirable. I was a wanted child, nothing accidental or anything, but the novelty of motherhood wore off rather quickly for my mother. I feel for her as a person, she has been through a lot and her parents were absolutely awful to her all throughout her childhood and adolescence. I understand why she is the way she is, which makes it difficult to express and even feel anger towards her for being an awful mother to me and my brother. She just should never have had children. She struggles too much with her own life as it is. My stepfather (whom I grew up with and saw as my dad) on the other hand never made me feel anything other than a burden and a source of stress. He openly preferred my brother over me (his biological child) and never once have I felt truly loved or wanted by him. Sometimes I even wonder if there is some perverse, dark part of him that secretly enjoyed hurting me, especially after he told my 15 year old self that I 'remind him so much of my mother and when he sees my mother, the only thing he wants to do is punch her in the face'.

 

[Maximoo]

Yea. I was born a mistake, and 20 years later I still haven't proved anyone wrong

 

[Fizzel87]

Complete waste of resources lol.

 

[RepressedMind]

I do not think that anything good came out of my life, for a long time I argued that it's fine, because most people don't contribute a lot and just live out their lives with their loved ones and their job. I didn't think that I was required to do anything more than what normal people do to deserve life, but I feel bad regardless for not doing anything good enough.

 

[RileyTanaka]

Planning is worth the effort, especially if you have unsolvable problems. Anything otherwise is possibly just SI rearing its ugly head, keeping you good and bolted down to this world. And yes, my whole life is one big tragic mistake.

 

[Sprite_Geist]

I don't think that I'm a "mistake" in the sense that I feel my life is intentionally defective - like I wasn't supposed to be born or that I've been forsaken by some higher power, but I do feel that my life is a mistake compared to other people

The universe doesn't value anything, because it's indifferent, but we definitely have an inherent value among ourselves, and I've never felt wanted or valued by others.

I could have just said "Yeah my life is a mistake" and kept it short, but I felt that I had to say what I did. Sorry for getting technical.

 

[GoBack]

No , I think I've made some massive mistakes and I'm paying the price, and the price of some other people's mistakes too

 

[Brick In The Wall]

No , I think I've made some massive mistakes and I'm paying the price, and the price of some other people's mistakes too

Pretty much this, can't say the whole thing was a waste though.

 

[Élégie]

YES. I wish I could erase my entire existence.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Does anyone else also believe that your whole life nothing but a mistake

From the moment of conception !!!

 

[FusRohDracarys]

I mean, the birth control failed so yes, literally. Lmao

 

[GiveMePeace]

Definitely. My mother had a really rough pregnancy with me and was advised by her doctor to terminate, but she decided against it. I feel like everything from there on out was just one massive mistake.

 

[WitheringAway]

Yes my parents had me at an old age. When I was barely aware of my existence I'd say around 5 years old my dad was already in his 70's so yeah, I was a mistake and Idk if I can forgive them.

 

[illbeinthegarage]

i am literally a failed abortion. i wasnt meant to be here in the first place so why stick around

 

[Final Escape]

Yea the entire thing from beginning to now has been a disaster and I'm desperate for it to be over.

 

[wanttodie]

YES. I wish I was never born

 

[Claudia]

Yes I know my mum never really wanted me and disliked me from when I was a baby till now. She uses the fact I've been diagnosed bpd to explain everything bad that's ever happened in our family. When I was diagnosed she said she always knew there was something 'wrong' with me. I'm just flawed and pointless. Basically an embarrassment.