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jodes2

jodes2

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Aug 28, 2022
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I wonder if people who are always in a hurry have an increased tendency for suicide, just always wanting to finish things quickly, including life itself
 
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abyss

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Jul 13, 2022
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Not intentionally no, it just sort of goes by in a flash when I have no motivation or desire. I've always wanted to die before a certain age and I think that accelerated time. 10 years ago feels like 1. My best years are certainly behind me.

"Turn my seasons turn
Lived in much younger times
Left no life, no more"
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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No, time passes very slowly for me. I don't do a lot and there is no reason for me to rush anything. But it would be the best thing possible for me to finish life quickly. I've been here for too long and staying alive is just prolonging my suffering. I actually think in my case I should have left this world as early as possible. I've never wanted to be here at all.
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
7,735
No, time passes very slowly for me. I don't do a lot and there is no reason for me to rush anything. But it would be the best thing possible for me to finish life quickly. I've been here for too long and staying alive is just prolonging my suffering. I actually think in my case I should have left this world as early as possible. I've never wanted to be here at all.
I hear that!
 
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outrider567

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Apr 5, 2022
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Basically just feel numb this year, don't do anything quickly, I do things in a moribund way
 
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Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

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Nov 12, 2021
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I think I know what you mean… It's like some form of ADD… Trying to move onto the next moment because the present is so full of anxiety and pain… So it manifests itself and impulsive behavior, poor handwriting, poor listening, zero follow through… We just want to rush onto the next moment…
 
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