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rorosbones

rorosbones

i want to sleep forever
Oct 12, 2025
19
It's so normalized to say this, isn't it? But we better not mean it, or else
lol it's definitely pretty normalized, but with my history of actually trying to kill myself now people don't think it's as funny anymore. smh
 
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hvk

hvk

So many demons, so little time.
Jul 24, 2026
8
i used to, but like after getting kind of serious about ctb, i dont as much. i could think about suicide as much as i want but i wont even whisper it out loud.
it feels like im breadcrumbing or something and if i manage to commit, people might think i was like secretly calling for help with a joke and feel guilty or wtv it is.
 
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limenlux

limenlux

Impermanent
Jul 12, 2026
96
thankfully I was able to drive past without the deer jumping in front of my car, idk what the deer ultimately decided tho
Something about "idk what the deer ultimately decided tho" is incredibly funny to me. I'm genuinely curious now.
 
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plskilme

Member
Jul 8, 2026
51
I don't remember any specific jokes; they're usually not particularly funny, but I really like to joke about suicide. My close circle of friends knows about my problems, and sometimes they take my jokes with suspicion, but that doesn't stop me from making them
Online? All the time. irl friends? Never because one is ex military and if he caught wind of me wanting to die he would do wellness checks and shit like that
 
pieceoffox

pieceoffox

Member
Mar 12, 2026
68
Online? All the time. irl friends? Never because one is ex military and if he caught wind of me wanting to die he would do wellness checks and shit like that
i just don't have any friends in real life. In real life, i only have one person with whom I rarely meet and always communicate online
 
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alphabetsoupz

Member
May 21, 2025
21
Never in explicit ways that would cause concern or alarm. Stuff like "if I can't get taco bell I'm going to kms", to which everyone giggles at.
 
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vitbar

vitbar

Escaped Lunatic
Jun 4, 2023
614
I used to often, but I take more care since telling everyone I'm depressed.
 
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