Do you know if N is still obtainable these days?

[Borderline13]

I know its no longer prescribed but is there any possible way that i can obtain it somehow?

Like from the black market, on the internet
Going to some countries that might be less restricted
Or to the vet (since they are still doing that with pets so I assume they still have it)

The reason why I prefer N over SN is that it is used for assistance in dying and I've been watching a lot of documentary videos where they take oral N and fall asleep peacefully. It feels more relief to know what going to happen than the thing i barely know.

I saw the post from Adam Maier Clayton on his facebook (he is a canadian activist for euthanasia) he said that he bought N from China on the internet. I wonder if we can still do that?



My background is I have been diagnosed with BPD and MDD for over 20 years and been on many treatments since then. Been on over 20 meds, TMS, ECT, many psychotherapies but didnt get better. Applied to Dignitas and Pegasos but got decline because i was still "too young" and only has "mental illness"

Somebody please help me. I want to stop this suffering.

 

[Jstwnt2di3]

I'm sorry I can't really help you, I have absolutely zero informations about N so I don't even know what to say to you. I was just upset about the fact that nobody answered your question in 13 days. I hope you will find out a way to CTB in a peaceful way, or even if you'll not CTB, I hope you'll have a good life. Lately I've been searching for SN but in my country it's pretty much impossible to get it, so hanging will be a great alternative.

 

[Thomas599]

The fact is that it IS POSSIBLE to buy N. You just need to know the right people and be in the right country. Hi... I'm Thomas599, you now know ME. Send me a DM.

 

[bankai]

Everything I've read and the pee pee h handbook as well says that obtaining N is a pipe dream.

That being said, sure, it's definitely possible to obtain it. You just need to be willing to risk a lot.

 

[DeadManLiving]

Abundantly (even OTC) in Argentina and Paraguay. The first is, after all, the largest meat and livestock exporter in the world. And every citizen/neighbor has like 2-5 guard dogs/pets minimum (if you've ever been you'll know) so veterinary supply chains are corruptible and supluefous.

Venezuela is an absolute souce, although you might get shot beforehand due to violence unless your situational awareness is top gun and/or you're ballsy. Panama and Ecuador are also poorly mentioned.