heartinparadise
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- Mar 3, 2024
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Do you have nervous habits?
Somehow, I never manage to hide away nervousness. I think I'd be doing well, and usually one of my peers would tell me how agitated I seem. Restlessness, accompanied with the scattered rush of the knowing the need of concentration in a moment which was important, requiring the use of a rational mind. Deep breathing, three three three rule, and other actions along the same line are as effective as hogwash. Nowadays, the miracle that keeps me holding on is the nothing waiting in the future. the knowing of being better equipped to ctb in the future when I graduate uni, earn more money, I can breathe a small sigh of relief.
As a child, I'd pick at the sides of my fingers and peel at flesh of located right beside my fingernails. I'd let it dangle off my hand and prod at it every so often.
That was maybe a decade ago, now I'm finding myself scratching at my head, and I only really notice when I wash my hair and my scalp stings. My hands shake, body moves in jerky motion from muscles twitching, hot flashes, constricting feeling in my chest. Wringing my hands, smiley expression
I've been rather sheltered growing up
Somehow, I never manage to hide away nervousness. I think I'd be doing well, and usually one of my peers would tell me how agitated I seem. Restlessness, accompanied with the scattered rush of the knowing the need of concentration in a moment which was important, requiring the use of a rational mind. Deep breathing, three three three rule, and other actions along the same line are as effective as hogwash. Nowadays, the miracle that keeps me holding on is the nothing waiting in the future. the knowing of being better equipped to ctb in the future when I graduate uni, earn more money, I can breathe a small sigh of relief.
As a child, I'd pick at the sides of my fingers and peel at flesh of located right beside my fingernails. I'd let it dangle off my hand and prod at it every so often.
That was maybe a decade ago, now I'm finding myself scratching at my head, and I only really notice when I wash my hair and my scalp stings. My hands shake, body moves in jerky motion from muscles twitching, hot flashes, constricting feeling in my chest. Wringing my hands, smiley expression
I've been rather sheltered growing up
