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Helpmeplease

Helpmeplease

Misery
Jul 4, 2020
62
Because I do. And so sick of it. Im stressed every second save me. Should i buy the sn omg. I cant even think clearly, im scared i will lose my mind
 
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Ren Elsie Jewelria

Ren Elsie Jewelria

I sneezed!
Aug 30, 2020
366
Not me, I eat Xanax like candy and if I don't have enough beer to get seriously wasted I take Xanax and flush it with beer. Literally.
 
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miguel6565

Arcanist
Apr 5, 2020
421
Not me, I eat Xanax like candy and if I don't have enough beer to get seriously wasted I take Xanax and flush it with beer. Literally.
Take them easy benzos destroyed me but i stilll love them!
 
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Ren Elsie Jewelria

Ren Elsie Jewelria

I sneezed!
Aug 30, 2020
366
I take breaks in order not to become hopelessly hooked. Thanks for your advice.
 
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Uselessatbest

Uselessatbest

Student
Oct 9, 2019
147
Yes and I'm losing hair from it I think. Anxiety and depression are like the worst combo.
 
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Blueman

Blueman

Student
Aug 13, 2020
171
Yes anxiety and depression constantly never have positive thoughts
 
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Helpmeplease

Helpmeplease

Misery
Jul 4, 2020
62
Yes and I'm losing hair from it I think. Anxiety and depression are like the worst combo.
My hair actually got thicker. But thats because I have been drinking chia seed water . But still doesnt make me feel any better.
Not me, I eat Xanax like candy and if I don't have enough beer to get seriously wasted I take Xanax and flush it with beer. Literally.
Benzos dont work for me.... so whats my problem
 
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Scooby-Doo

Scooby-Doo

Student
Oct 10, 2019
133
I have bad anxiety and antispychotic drugs increase it. I'm bad with shakes and I'm on propranolol. These work for me and because I'm not shaking my anxiety is alot better. I can do my job alot better now. You need to go doctors I'm sure there's something that will help you with this.
 
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Wayfaerer

Wayfaerer

JFMSUF
Aug 21, 2019
1,938
Yes. I cope by downing 4 grams of phenibut and 20 grams of kratom every single fucking day otherwise I'm sure I'd either be back on an SSRI or dead right now.
 
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Rue89

Rue89

Visionary
Feb 10, 2020
2,726
Yes, and it sucks. I feel like I'm going crazy. Anxiety is the reason I need to ctb, but it also makes it so difficult. Luckily I think I'm getting to the point where I'll be able to push through the anxiety and do it.
 
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Denise2207

Denise2207

Member
Aug 9, 2020
54
Because I do. And so sick of it. Im stressed every second save me. Should i buy the sn omg. I cant even think clearly, im scared i will lose my mind
You have just described me.....I'm exactly the same, scared and so fuckin angry! Big hugs, message me if you need to talk xx
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

Visionary
Nov 7, 2019
2,321
Yes. I start to shake when I go out. I don't know why I'm still alive. I can't function properly.
 
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gus.nixon

gus.nixon

and now we rise and we are everywhere
Apr 19, 2020
308
I've been living with anxiety my whole life. Dr recently asked me if I had anxiety and I told him yes, for as long as i can remember. He put me on Buspar and Klonopin regularly recently and it really helps. I feel like I can finally breathe.
 
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Pineapplecrown

Pineapplecrown

Pine
Oct 21, 2018
97
Most seconds.. sometimes I'm able to catch a break when I sleep but anxiety haunts my dreams, even then.
 
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KiraLittleOwl

Lost in transition
Jan 25, 2019
1,082
Yeah
 
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NoneMoreNegative

NoneMoreNegative

Member
Aug 27, 2020
65
Most of the time. My only escapes are sleeping and substances.
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
857
Absolutely... it's torture but I feel I probably deserve it
 
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Bauhaus

Bauhaus

Specialist
Jan 18, 2020
388
I think anxiety is even more of a taboo than depression.
Whenever I tell someone I feel anxious they usually laugh or at least grin.
Apparently anxiety is somenthing really funny :(
At least opioids help somewhat, but I'm getting more and more tolerant to them :(
 
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It'sNotLookingGood

It'sNotLookingGood

You Know I Couldn't Last
Mar 1, 2020
221
A lot of the time, yeah.

I cope a lot with benzos/other drugs, it feels so oppressive being constantly anxious for long periods of time.
 

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