Venting Do you ever wonder?

[JRSadlife4011]

Sometimes just in conversations I look into people's eyes and feel like they hate me. For no reason? Or maybe I hate myself more than I thought. I am so ready to cbd. But I have to wait until after Christmas, thats my mom's favorite day and I cant ruin that for her. Im thinking mid January. It just sucks tuffing it out. It only hurts worse, and Im so sacred. Honestly I'm scared of the afterlife aswell. I dont want to push religion on anyone. But if anyone has the same fears I could use someone to talk to. Thank you for listening to my rant

 

[Sakura.]

Sometimes just in conversations I look into people's eyes and feel like they hate me. For no reason? Or maybe I hate myself more than I thought. I am so ready to cbd. But I have to wait until after Christmas, thats my mom's favorite day and I cant ruin that for her. Im thinking mid January. It just sucks tuffing it out. It only hurts worse, and Im so sacred. Honestly I'm scared of the afterlife aswell. I dont want to push religion on anyone. But if anyone has the same fears I could use someone to talk to. Thank you for listening to my rant

Today is your birthday! Happy birthday! I hope you're happy on this special day.

 

[JRSadlife4011]

Thank you. I spent the day alone but it was still a decent day