Do you ever think about a different life?

[ruggatt]

i used to think about it, but i've given up on it a long time ago. no idea what awaits after death. if we're reincarnated i hope the next life will be better, this suffering is enough for me. if there's an afterlife, fuck man i dont want hell. if its eternal void, i should be too dead to notice it, but as a human being its still a scary thought, at least for me just ceasing to exist.