Do you ever just feel tired?

[Tintypographer]

I feel tired in every sense of the word. I'm a severe introvert and I'm surrounded by extroverts who never stop. I'm with people whom I can't say no to. I don't get enoufht sleep and I exercise far too much so I'm constantly fatigued.

Mostly I'm just tired of life and all the decisions and fights that go with it. There isn't a happy joyful poit to life anymore. It's a grind and it tires me out.

Do any of you feel exhausted and how does that contribute to your desire to CTB?

 

[faust]

Tiredness contributes to many things in my life. Very often I feel too tired even to prepare for CTB, let alone things like job search, walking or tidying up.
I tried so many things against tiredness but it comes from mental illness not something concerning lack of vitamins, sleep or food.
I feel tired even after energy drinks or powdered caffeine, that's like I am becoming an elderly person without any visible reasons.
Add severe anhedonia to this cocktail of tiredness and every single day looks blank and lifeless.

 

[Cashewmilk]

Yup I'm just really tired. I'm not sad or in unbearable pain, I used to be when I was a teenager... nowadays I'm just super tired and not interested, I'm physically exhausted and lazy. I'm even too tired to ctb. Right now things aren't extremely bad where I am in any danger of big life destruction, so I don't mind sticking around. But I won't be able to do it forever... in a few years or any day if something happened to the people I'm shackled to because I depend on them, I'll be screwed on my own.

 

[TStorm]

I can't remember the last time I felt "awake". I feel like I'm half asleep most of the time. I'm very tired now. I want to sleep but I can't. I can never sleep when I want to. It's exhausting.