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Itsbeenalongtime

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Nov 3, 2021
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For those of you that are not physically ill/dying already. It's like every day I do my little bits of research and get closer to death. I fear that if i haven't done it "safely" by a certain point it will all get too much and I'll do something impulsive. It kinda makes me feel like I'm dying, heading towards a certain premature death even though I am physically healthy?
 
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rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
2,703
For those of you that are not physically ill/dying already. It's like every day I do my little bits of research and get closer to death. I fear that if i haven't done it "safely" by a certain point it will all get too much and I'll do something impulsive. It kinda makes me feel like I'm dying, heading towards a certain premature death even though I am physically healthy?
Definitely. You put it so well.
 
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onleana

onleana

we'll meet again
Nov 19, 2021
88
i feel like i've already died
 
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WonderingSoul

WonderingSoul

Gamer
Dec 15, 2021
327
Mentally I'm dying due to my mental illness, but that also doesn't really help my physical health either.
 
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Heartaches

Heartaches

Don't say a prayer for me now
May 6, 2021
279
I constantly feel like I'm dying on the inside, feeling like an empty husk in a rapidly changing world, as if I'm just a machine and my self went somewhere above the skies.
Sometimes I feel I'll one day hurt myself deeply and after that I might not stay for long.
But, who knows.​
 
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fatefulstillness

fatefulstillness

ghost.
Oct 24, 2021
151
Half dead, half agony. There was this point in my life I should have died but didn't, after that everything felt off. The more time passes the more I lose and the greater the despair. I just want to make things right and finish what was started.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,618
All human beings are technically dying, as death will come for us all one day, it is inevitable in this life. I do feel like each day I die a little more inside. I live such an empty, pointless existence. I am so tired of it all, I just wish it was easier to end everything. It can be dreadful being trapped in this human body.
 
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pawzee

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Feb 18, 2022
7
Are we not all dying the moment we are born? That gradual decline into nothingness and the only difference I can think of is that some of us pick up a "debuff" along the way that simply hastens our departure from this world.
 
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mistvissione11e

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Jan 3, 2022
49
Even dreams seem to dismiss any life…you say goodbye in different ways to life and people, you sing every song with the mellow linger of truth to a verse that speaks to your sadness, you find yourself communicating with others in a disengaged manner, you stare at the beauty an object has in its nature, forget to remember the 'you' as in your interests and distaste's, you find the absurdity in everything, you get ready everyday in clothes that you could gracefully depart with, you wait for time to run to you for the day.
 
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SuicidallyCurious

Enlightened
Dec 20, 2020
1,715
Whether people consider that or not , every human being is dying . It's just a matter of fact that you are dying.


You're going to die . Deal with it . And anybody telling it any other way is a false prophet
 

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