Do you also have these waves?

[thedaywillcome]

Do you also have these waves while lying awake in the bed? I have waves where I feel relieved and few moments later I feel horrible again.

 

[Darkover]

i do i take anti anxiety meds to help relieve the symptoms

 

[FuneralCry]

I always feel horrible. I do not know what it is like to feel relieved. I think I would only feel relieved if I had a peaceful and reliable way to exit this world. Death is very comforting to me. The nights where I am unable to sleep are very awful. I just want to be gone.

 

[Ticket 2 Heaven]

I just feel horrible. Never relieved.

 

[Cra87]

Always

 

[thedaywillcome]

i do i take anti anxiety meds to help relieve the symptoms

I always feel horrible. I do not know what it is like to feel relieved. I think I would only feel relieved if I had a peaceful and reliable way to exit this world. Death is very comforting to me. The nights where I am unable to sleep are very awful. I just want to be gone.

Death is very conforting.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Yes but I'm not sure which I prefer

 

[thefoodispoison]

Yep, very much so. It used to be always depressed and wanting to CTB. Then I did a treatment which helped for a few months. Now it's not completely all the time, but definitely waves of feeling okay and then NEEDING to CTB. I almost preferred when I felt like that all the time because now I get less relief from planning.