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fox_wannabe

fox_wannabe

Enlightened
Jul 7, 2021
1,112
Idk...
I feel heaviness in my heart. It is really a visceral feeling. Sort of emotional pain I feel in my body. It is not tormenting like some kinds of emotional pains. Just a deep emptiness feeling reaching to the core of my "being". Sort of reminder, of lack of love or emotional involvement maybe. Kinda feel like my soul is leaving or dying. Maybe It is because I have problems with giving or receiving love.
 
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Achlys

Achlys

So tired...
Apr 23, 2022
143
Yes. Some days, it feels like there's a knot in my chest. It can be suffocating. Physically, I know I can breathe just fine, but each gasp of air is much too heavy.
 
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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,431
Yes.
 
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whatevs

whatevs

Mining for copium in the weirdest places.
Jan 15, 2022
2,911
Relatable.
 
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onlyanimalsaregood

onlyanimalsaregood

Unlovable 💔 Rest in peace CommitSudoku 🤍
Mar 11, 2022
1,329
Yes, sometimes with anxiety I get a heaviness in my chest and it hurts to breathe. Anxiety it's awful.
 
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fatefulstillness

fatefulstillness

ghost.
Oct 24, 2021
151
I feel this a lot lately.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,557
I always have a feeling of emptiness that nothing could ever take away. I never feel relaxed, being alive hurts me and I know that the pain will only end when I die.
 
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Nemeshisu

Nemeshisu

Experienced
Dec 25, 2019
236
Yes. Sometimes. I also think it is maybe caused by lack of love or something. It kinda feels like a piece of my own person is missing when I get this feeling. I don't think there is anything that could stop me feeling this way.
 
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