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OrganicCow

Member
Sep 27, 2025
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I've been hospitalized many times and I still end up feeling suicidal.

If these thoughts don't go away I will give in.

Do they go away? Am I a lost cause? When will the thoughts go away?
 
westerly_merlin

westerly_merlin

Emotional battery critically low 🪫
Aug 13, 2025
232
For me the thoughts have not gone, I don't think they ever will.

However I have learned to accept that they are part of my thought process and I acknowledge them but don't act on them.

I am not sure if that makes sense but since I stopped worrying about them, they have been less disturbing.
 

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