Venting Do I even deserve to have the easy way out?

[kurisutinabestgirl]

Do I even deserve to peacefully just cbt?

I probably don't have any mentall ilnesses. I don't have trauma. I have a financially very stable life. I have a somewhat supportive family. I am not bullied.
I am also a terrible person.

I do have some pain and hearing issues, and I am somewhat lonely, but hell, everyone experiences inconviniences like these.
I feel really guilty about cbt-ing. I know I want to, even though as I mentioned above, my life is okay, I don't feel like I want to live, I definitely want my existence to stop, and this thought is getting reinforced in me every day.
I just wonder, can I really be so selfish to leave my family behind, in these conditions, just because I have no will to live?

 

[FuneralCry]

You have the right to exit this world at a time of your choosing. It is your life, your decision and nobody else has any say in it. You do not need to justify your reasons for leaving. We have no obligations to stay alive as we did not ask to exist. We all deserve the option to peacefully ctb, it should be a human right even know society denies us it. I also have no will to live. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

I can relate to this and have always felt the same way. I don't know how much of a bad person you really are and I'm not advising you in any way but I know I definitely am a wretched, hateful creature and I've come to the conclusion that killing myself is the only way to make things right considering I am such a bad person. Even if it would be merciful towards such an abhorrent individual as myself, at least it will also prevent me from causing any future harm to myself or more importantly, the rest of the world.

Again, not saying you should see it the same way I do. I am not encouraging you to think the same since I have no idea if you really are such a bad person as you say. I think that's up to you to decide.

 

[xLosthopex]

I relate also, but my personal belief is that anyone and everyone should have a right to ctb peacefully

 

[PeacefulTonic]

In your case, no trauma, no mental illness, financially stable, with a somewhat supportive family, I can't fathom why you would you want to ctb, since I'm personally in an unfixable situation where there's zero hope.

But I also respect that everyone should have the right to die.

 

[Painless_end]

Why are you "a terrible person" ?

 

[apathetic.]

You have the right to exit this world at a time of your choosing. It is your life, your decision and nobody else has any say in it. You do not need to justify your reasons for leaving. We have no obligations to stay alive as we did not ask to exist. We all deserve the option to peacefully ctb, it should be a human right even know society denies us it. I also have no will to live. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

Beautifully put.

 

[kurisutinabestgirl]

Beautifully put.

heya. I would rather not disclose here why, but I would say that this statement about me is pretty close to being a fact.

In your case, no trauma, no mental illness, financially stable, with a somewhat supportive family, I can't fathom why you would you want to ctb, since I'm personally in an unfixable situation where there's zero hope.

But I also respect that everyone should have the right to die.

Heya, I mean, I have permanent tinnitus, sound sensitivity, and some nerve pain and I am pretty lonely, these were my original motives for ctb, but honestly, I don't know what my motives are by now. I just feel like I want to stop existing and I do not want to do anything,nor do I have the energy for it in this reality. I know it's stupid…

You have the right to exit this world at a time of your choosing. It is your life, your decision and nobody else has any say in it. You do not need to justify your reasons for leaving. We have no obligations to stay alive as we did not ask to exist. We all deserve the option to peacefully ctb, it should be a human right even know society denies us it. I also have no will to live. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

Thank you for your kind words :)

I can relate to this and have always felt the same way. I don't know how much of a bad person you really are and I'm not advising you in any way but I know I definitely am a wretched, hateful creature and I've come to the conclusion that killing myself is the only way to make things right considering I am such a bad person. Even if it would be merciful towards such an abhorrent individual as myself, at least it will also prevent me from causing any future harm to myself or more importantly, the rest of the world.

Again, not saying you should see it the same way I do. I am not encouraging you to think the same since I have no idea if you really are such a bad person as you say. I think that's up to you to decide.

I absolutely relate to you. Thank you for commenting :)

I relate also, but my personal belief is that anyone and everyone should have a right to ctb peacefully

I agree. I personally consider dying a human right.

 

[arie]

I can relate as well. But there's always gonna be someone who was it worse than you. You have no obligations to anyone and can make the decision if you want to continue living or to ctb yourself. Good luck with everything, hope things will work out for you