Do any of your relatives know how suicidal you are ?

[LetMeOut67]

I've told my brother that I'm making plans to get a mercy death and also that I've considered deleting myself in public with a chainsaw. He doesn't appear to take me completely seriously. Or perhaps he just doesn't care that much - which is entirely possible. You cannot assume anything about anyone nowadays even your relatives.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Nope....
It's how I want it.

 

[Claymore7274]

No, sometimes i barely hold the urge to tell them, a few minutes ago i almost went and told my mom, i'm about to chicken out, fuck

 

[Bitterly_Nostalgic]

They are aware that I was previously suicidal, but they don't appear to be aware of how suicidal I currently feel. Unfortunately I've dealt with this for so long that I've gotten excellent at hiding it.

 

[akira.kewl]

My parents definitely know I'm suicidal, but they rarely talk about it and don't seem to know how close I am to actually doing it at every waking moment. I think they're just scared of the thought and don't want to make me uncomfortable, but I wonder if they think I'm doing better just because it's not glaringly obvious anymore. Though, when I saw a psychiatrist yesterday, my mom was worried I got 5150'd when I was taking a while, so maybe they know more than I give them credit for

 

[LonelyPrince]

Yes, father doesn't care while mother kinda does and tries to distract me.

 

[NihilDoll]

My mom knows as i openly talk about it.
I don't think she really takes it serious, but yeah, she knows.

 

[AnonymousCat1]

Nope

 

[thelostautistic]

No I don't think so. If I look fine on the outside then I am fine in their opinion. A family member recently told me that i'm doing so much better than I was a few years ago. Which is breaking news to me because I'm not doing better at all I've just gone back to suffering in silence because I can't trust professionals or anybody anymore.

 

[Aflame5926]

yes,

my parents knows about it. and they can understand it. for now it just getting everything together and maybe that will give a maybe a year or 2 rest before execution

 

[Shadows From Hell]

My family knows I'm suicidal, but they don't press the issue with me. I think they are to the point of thinking "If he does it, he does it."

My oldest daughter knows I will eventually do it, and she's probably the only one who realizes it. She doesn't force me to seek help, she knows I'm tired of all the pain I go through.

 

[chaotic_crow]

I honestly don't think they care if I live or die. Other than my brothers and my little baby cousin. Nobody else cares

 

[TokaNoOwari]

Thankfully, I tend not to speak much IRL, so they have no idea. I am already big enough of a stain on the family name, so I don't need that kind of attention on top. I would most certainly have to cut all ties connected to my family before my suicide, so hopefully, my family doesn't feel the need to throw me under the bus once again in an attempt to save their pristine reputation :)

 

[Forever Sleep]

No. I've only ever told close friends.

 

[tonicer]

I mentioned that i have suicidal thoughts ever since i was a teenager (I'm 43 now) to my mother and she doesn't understand why. I postponed my suicide until after her passing. That's maybe 10 or 15 years depending on her health which is sadly slowly declining. She was always good to me and i can't hurt her by killing myself.

 

[PanaxMan]

I've told my brother that I'm making plans to get a mercy death and also that I've considered deleting myself in public with a chainsaw. He doesn't appear to take me completely seriously. Or perhaps he just doesn't care that much - which is entirely possible. You cannot assume anything about anyone nowadays even your relatives.

All of them do. I'm wondering if they would change besides my little sister who doesn't really know yet.

 

[tomame]

my first attempt was 14 all my family know

 

[elenaboo25]

In my case, it's not a secret. In fact, some of my relatives are slowly starting to get used to the idea.

 

[gallowsCalibrator]

They are aware and I've had a past attempt but they just don't really care. Last time I tried to talk about it, it got turned against me and they simply got mad at me. I like to hope that when the times comes they'll learn but realistically they'll get over my death within a year.

 

[turbomightbegone]

she probably know s but it's not like there's anything that either of us can do about it

 

[rainbowpuker]

I keep it secret , people know how sad I am deep down and how life is to hard for me. Bpd adhd etc they won't be shocked or suprised

 

[omenalready]

only my mom knows because i think she felt it, the rest of my family i don't know, i keep on going in and out from mental health unit so i believe they should know but i also think they must assume i love them too much to think about ctb... well i do love them but they're not the one suffering. they all have their little perfect life, house, jobs and situation and i'm here being a disgrace.
ofc i'm suicidal

my "girlfriend" and my best-friend know, and i'm really astonished by how much they where surprised. like people really don't expect us to be suicidal. it makes me feel so not understood