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Daisy*

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For those in the US ordering from DMC, how long did your package stay at US Customs before being shipped to you?
 
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It's been stuck there. And I ordered 2 packages. I ended up calling my bank to refund me the money o:
 
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It's been stuck there. And I ordered 2 packages. I ended up calling my bank to refund me the money o:
Wow I'm so sorry. I have my package now and I think it was only in customs for like 3 hours. Maybe you're supposed to be here?
 
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Wow! You're lucky! 🍀

Idk about that. My life existence says otherwise
 
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Wow! You're lucky! 🍀

Idk about that. My life existence says otherwise
I've also dealt with chronic illness/pain so I know what it feels like but things changed for me in that regard or I would have CTB a long time ago. I'm glad I hung on back then and I hope things turn around for you:heart:
 
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I've also dealt with chronic illness/pain so I know what it feels like but things changed for me in that regard or I would have CTB a long time ago. I'm glad I hung on back then and I hope things turn around for you:heart:
If things turned around for you, why are you ctbing now?
 
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If things turned around for you, why are you ctbing now?
Well my chronic pain turned around. It turned out I had Lyme disease misdiagnosed as fibromyalgia, MS, etc..... However, now I have something else I'm dealing with which I'm not wanting to share on here quite yet.
 
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Well my chronic pain turned around. It turned out I had Lyme disease misdiagnosed as fibromyalgia, MS, etc..... However, now I have something else I'm dealing with which I'm not wanting to share on here quite yet.
I see! I'm glad it turned around for you and you dont have Lyme anymore. I heard that Lyme resolves and goes away with right meds.

My illnesses have no cures and are progressive, pain is degenerative. Also went through car accidents, work injuries, botched failed surgery that added complications and more pain. And a medical injury :/

All doctors tell me I will be in pain for the rest of my life and to just live with it. So I think my situation is different than yours
 
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I see! I'm glad it turned around for you and you dont have Lyme anymore. I heard that Lyme resolves and goes away with right meds.

My illnesses have no cures and are progressive, pain is degenerative. Also went through car accidents, work injuries, botched failed surgery that added complications and more pain. And a medical injury :/

All doctors tell me I will be in pain for the rest of my life and to just live with it. So I think my situation is different than yours
I want to save everyone on here even if I can't save myself. I want to tell people about God but well that hasn't gone over well and I understand since I was agnostic most of my life. I'll just say I'm an RN with a lot of lawyers in my family who specialize in medical malpractice and personal injury. Doctors screw up all the time in so many ways and I've watched them do it. Doctors are the reason I may CTB w/o going into detail. I hope it's okay if I pray for you and I'm truly sorry for the pain you have to deal with every day. I hope you at least believe it's possible that things could get better for you in ways that may not make sense medically. Can you share what illnesses you have?

Also want to add that doctors are the reason my mother CTB at the age of 51. They misdiagnosed her and also told her she would only get worse. In fact they sent her home with video tapes of what the rest of her life would be like. All of these doctors and specialists were dead wrong.
 
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