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issei123

issei123

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Apr 8, 2022
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When I was 12 I had my first disorder: Depression. A little later came the OCD and derivatives (anxiety).

The year 2018 was one of the worst years of my life, because everything got worse to the extreme, I stopped eating, bathing, and I felt like killing myself... Today nothing has changed, I still have the same disorders. , still suffering a lot, and with more desire to take SN, I hope I get the solution.

Thanks for reading this far.
 
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LivideLamb

LivideLamb

I'm so decaying, feeling like an ashtray
Jan 5, 2020
367
Hello issei123! I'm sorry that you're suffering like this. Life's unfair. It's unfair that some people suffer so much or just suffer at all. Whether you buy SN or not, I hope that you will find peace. And I also hope that you will find whatever informations you're looking for on here!

Also, you don't need to answer but, did you ever thought of going to a psychiatrist or psychologist?

Wishing you sunny days ahead!
 
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FuneralCry

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Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I'm sorry that you are going through this. It must be unbearable to be suffering so much. I hope you find relief from pain in whatever happens.
 
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issei123

issei123

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I'm sorry that you are going through this. It must be unbearable to be suffering so much. I hope you find relief from pain in whatever happens.
thanks bro
Hello issei123! I'm sorry that you're suffering like this. Life's unfair. It's unfair that some people suffer so much or just suffer at all. Whether you buy SN or not, I hope that you will find peace. And I also hope that you will find whatever informations you're looking for on here!

Also, you don't need to answer but, did you ever thought of going to a psychiatrist or psychologist?

Wishing you sunny days ahead!
I go to the psychiatrist and I take antidepressants, antipsychotics, etc... sorry to say this again I don't know how to use the forum, I'm new here hehe
 
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I'm so decaying, feeling like an ashtray
Jan 5, 2020
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I don't know how to use the forum, I'm new here hehe
No problem at all! Take your time to get familiar with the forum. I hope that going to the psychiatrist help you!

Wishing you luck!
 
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