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deerme

deerme

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Feb 8, 2021
22
Wondering what all options I might have, as my boyfriend works from home and now a lot of my planned ways of ctb have kind of gone out the window.

I just want to be able to end things quitely without traumatizing him or some other random person if I had to do it not at home.
 
danlippers67

danlippers67

Member
Dec 14, 2021
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Wondering what all options I might have, as my boyfriend works from home and now a lot of my planned ways of ctb have kind of gone out the window.

I just want to be able to end things quitely without traumatizing him or some other random person if I had to do it not at home.
Perhaps you could go into the woods and partial suspension hang?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish we lived in a society where our right to die is respected and then we could just exit peacefully at a time of our own choosing. I wish ctb was easier more than anything, the fear of failure is what holds me back. I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 
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demuic

demuic

Life was a mistake
Sep 12, 2020
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I think there is no way finding the dead body of someone they care about won't be traumatizing for someone.
 
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deerme

deerme

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Feb 8, 2021
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I think there is no way finding the dead body of someone they care about won't be traumatizing for someone.
100% true but some are definitely worse than others. With a boyfriend who is aware of suicidal ideations I was just curious if there were ways that either he wouldn't be suspicious of
 
WadeingThru

WadeingThru

Experienced
Feb 25, 2022
209
Wondering what all options I might have, as my boyfriend works from home and now a lot of my planned ways of ctb have kind of gone out the window.
Get your own place. Then your boyfriend won't be an issue. You can do what you want.
I wish we lived in a society where our right to die is respected and then we could just exit peacefully at a time of our own choosing. I wish ctb was easier more than anything, the fear of failure is what holds me back. I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 
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lifehurtsalot

Member
Feb 15, 2020
5
You can always pretend to go get groceries or some other errand and go somewhere quietly then.

If you work outside of home too, you can always take a day or two off and pretend you're going to work as usual.

Either way, make sure you aren't tracked so that means ditching all electronics with tracking or GPS enabled.
 
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