Die revenge full

[Ramirez]

Anyone wanna die to make their parents pay? Like just mad without worried about hurting others? I really want my mom to pay. I dont care about spreading pain. Ppl on here objecting with the "train method" seems hella crazy to me. I want revenge. There is no "peace" in death. Death is just death. But there will be ppl being hurt. And I want my mom to feel it even I know I won't have any feedback. Yall gonna hate me for this but its fine.
Nevermind. Mods will delete this if it is too rude. All good.

 

[motel rooms]

What did your mother do to you? You don't have to answer, obviously

 

[Ramirez]

What did your mother do to you? You don't have to answer, obviously

Oh ye. She is just a dick.
Sorry about that. I drink too much and I talk kinda rude alot. It just keeps happening right
Oh to elaborate she is narcissistic and very hurtful. I'm just so angry alot. I just get mad.
I have no problem talking about it. I am just very angry at times.

 

[Ramirez]

Not the right place to talk angry like that but it's just soo overwhelming at times. I cant stop it. Hope mods will delete my dumb shit if it is just ass..

Did she emotionally or physically abuse you, did she neglect & ignore you? What about your father?

I dont have my dad. Yes my mom is very abusive. I dont mean to seem like I am not to blame for being hurtful myself. I know I am. Thnx for talking to me though. It's fine. Just needed to let off some steam I guess

 

[motel rooms]

I dont mean to seem like I am not to blame for being hurtful myself. I know I am.

Well, BPD does that to people. I can tell that you still want to be respectful & that you care about not crossing the line

 

[Ramirez]

Well, BPD does that to people. I can tell that you still want to be respectful & that you care about not crossing the line

Thanks! I cross the line alot. I'm tired gonna sleep

 

[Cronetappingout]

Can you just get away from her and cut her out of your life?
Cutting a narcissist off is one of the worst things to do to them :)

 

[Pluto]

I know what it's like having narcissistic personality disorder in the family.

I definitely cut my parents out of my life, though it did help me to learn that they genuinely can't help being the way that they are. What they have is basically brain damage which makes all empathy impossible. A perfect recipe for disaster!

 

[Ramirez]

I was very drunk I fell asleep. I already cut her out recently..which means it's over for me cuz I cant survive on my own or even want to.
I was very upset because I read some goodbye threads and talk to someone on here that night who was kinda judgy. Kinda like "Look at me I don't hurt others with my method or kill myself out of revenge." I found this very upsetting thinking some people actually looked to talk to someone on their last day and receive judgement like that from some users. But then again I'm just too sensitive if it comes to that.

 

[Alwaysbadtime]

Yes, I have really long emails to send before doing it. The worst would be sending them and then not doing it. My mom is really bad: I tell her I am going to either die or become homeless and she suggests (through text only) that I move to an expensive town and get a job at a winery serving wine. I've had really dark satanic horrible jobs, for her to think I can just get a normal/good job is ridiculous. I truly hate her. Exiting probably won't affect her much. Shit really sucks.

I'm living with a narcissist. I think he will be shocked because he doesn't think I will do it. Time is ticking. Really fucking sucks.

 

[Lostandlooking]

I experience a lot of hate towards the people that hurt me as well. I never used to be angry, now I feel angry a lot. I get that you were drunk when you made the post. I understand how it feels to no longer care if you spread pain. Hope your pain eases and you feel a bit better soon. No one deserves to be treated the way you were by your mom.

 

[qwertylmno]

when someone in my life is a recurrent problem and they do something fucked up again, im like hm. maybe i'll just show them right here right now

 

[Ramirez]

Hope noone takes this the wrong way. I believe I'm rather empathic. I dont even have a problem with narcissistic or even antisocial ppl. It's just a very personal thing with me and my mom. I just cant deal with judgement. We all have our reason for what we do. right or wrong who is to tell. I'm over it now

 

[Alwaysbadtime]

Hope noone takes this the wrong way. I believe I'm rather empathic. I dont even have a problem with narcissistic or even antisocial ppl. It's just a very personal thing with me and my mom. I just cant deal with judgement. We all have our reason for what we do. right or wrong who is to tell. I'm over it now

Parents are always going to judge....it's awful.

 

[Ramirez]

I LOVE everyone who shared their opinion and hate here without the fear of coming off as a dick . I'll be quite now.

 

[Foreversad]

Oh ye. She is just a dick.
Sorry about that. I drink too much and I talk kinda rude alot. It just keeps happening right
Oh to elaborate she is narcissistic and very hurtful. I'm just so angry alot. I just get mad.
I have no problem talking about it. I am just very angry at times.

Since psychology is my field.if she trully narcissistic she wont be easily hurt .they dont hurt.they are thick skined .do it for your own sake to avoid a bad life with her or a bad life generally not to punish thick skin people

 

[LONE WOLF.]

Ramirez, l too want revenge and don't care about others being hurt and also care not about haters, l have 30+ years of Hate and Rage stored up and my ending will be ugly, l have anti social personality disorder & PTSD from the army (ex sniper 18 Series)