Die or start a new identity?

[lonerclown666]

the next few months will be fundamental for me so i need to choose i feel a lot of pain right now so my options are die or start again as a new person that final option will be hard and i believe i will end killing myself anyways

 

[rosie]

if you can please try and start a new life, if you're considering it you must have plans for it so try that first

 

[lonerclown666]

if you can please try and start a new life, if you're considering it you must have plans for it so try that first

i will try but i think i will fail

 

[nopointofliving]

I feel the same. It isn't easy to build a new life, I'm feeling scared to make some steps forward. I feel better thinking ill die someday or I can ctb one day and end my stupid existence. Sometimes I think if I'm leaving anyway, why not try something new ?? Then fears controls me and the cycle continues.

 

[Sensei]

If you're here, you consider killing yourself. What do you have to lose really? You can as well try building a new identiy. If it doesn't work you can kill yourself at any time anyway.

 

[LunarPyotr]

Starting a new identity in this era is really difficult.
If you would in a country like Russia, I would know a certain guy who could get you a legit new identity, ID and legit history on your name but first, you will have to pay around 8192$ in Russian Ruble and the shitty thing is that you would get a identity from diseased person.

If you try to go around with just a fake ID, you won't get far..
Trust me, I tried to do that when I was 14 and end up getting arrested in Spain and transported back to my parents.
Also, it's very annoying to travel over 800km while being handcuffed.

 

[WhiteDespair]

I've thought that forming a new identity is killing your old self. So, if you form a new identity you might just find something awesome and be glad the old you is dead and gone.

 

[lonerclown666]

I've thought that forming a new identity is killing your old self. So, if you form a new identity you might just find something awesome and be glad the old you is dead and gone.

i will be very hard to do

If you're here, you consider killing yourself. What do you have to lose really? You can as well try building a new identiy. If it doesn't work you can kill yourself at any time anyway.

i will try it but i am sure i will got depressed and rope

I feel the same. It isn't easy to build a new life, I'm feeling scared to make some steps forward. I feel better thinking ill die someday or I can ctb one day and end my stupid existence. Sometimes I think if I'm leaving anyway, why not try something new ?? Then fears controls me and the cycle continues.

you cant escape from fears

 

[WhiteDespair]

i will be very hard to do

i will try it but i am sure i will got depressed and rope

you cant escape from fears

Start with something small. It helps get you going and builds momentum.

 

[Sensei]

i will try it but i am sure i will got depressed and rope

Then you can at least look at yourself in the mirror and say that you tried.

 

[lonerclown666]

Start with something small. It helps get you going and builds momentum.

i will try

 

[WornOutLife]

Start with something small. It helps get you going and builds momentum.

This is what I did and it really helped!
Wise advice!

 

[lonerclown666]

This is what I did and it really helped!
Wise advice!

i hope work for me

 

[lonerclown666]

Man if i dont die this year i am sure the next coming years 2022 2023 2024 will be very painful for me i think is better to go in this year i should have die long time ago in 2014 or 2017