Venting Despise leaving the house

[Mooshi]

I hate leaving my house so very much. It makes me feel so much worse and makes me want to ctb so much more in that moment. I don't even feel much of anything anymore.

My family members try to get me to leave the house, thinking it'll do something; but they're so wrong.

I'm just wasting time until my date, filling my life with pointless things. I already know I'm going to ctb, it's my inevitable fate.

God, I hate being alive so much.

 

[terry_a_davis]

You say you hate it, why? Anxiety?

 

[Mooshi]

You say you hate it, why? Anxiety?

Yes, and also my depression. I just hate the outside world, I can't deal with it.

 

[ssaaahmo]

i feel the same way
i'm scared of leaving the house because i don't want to be around people
i like nature but it's too much otherwise
too many people and too much noise and too much confusion and too much to deal with

 

[BlackPoppet]

I hate leaving the house too! I had agoraphobia at one point. I would literally have a panic attack at my front door. I have a sleeping disorder and having to leave my house when I hadn't slept for 3-4 nights was torture. I can only leave the house if I have beta blockers, CBD oil or Diazepam. It's a nightmare. I have severe anxiety too, and that makes it all so much more difficult.

 

[SpottedPanda]

I hate leaving the house due to anxiety and general unease. I feel like I'm being watched, and inside I'm very socially awkward. Sometimes taking the bins out is too much.

 

[SHThrowAway213]

I get very paranoid because of my ptsd

 

[ssaaahmo]

I get very paranoid because of my ptsd

me too, i have ptsd too

 

[Mooshi]

i feel the same way
i'm scared of leaving the house because i don't want to be around people
i like nature but it's too much otherwise
too many people and too much noise and too much confusion and too much to deal with

Yes! I feel the same

I hate leaving the house too! I had agoraphobia at one point. I would literally have a panic attack at my front door. I have a sleeping disorder and having to leave my house when I hadn't slept for 3-4 nights was torture. I can only leave the house if I have beta blockers, CBD oil or Diazepam. It's a nightmare. I have severe anxiety too, and that makes it all so much more difficult.

I'm sorry about that, that sounds awful. I have super super bad social anxiety and can only really deal with it if I also take some medication.

I hate leaving the house due to anxiety and general unease. I feel like I'm being watched, and inside I'm very socially awkward. Sometimes taking the bins out is too much.

Me too.

 

[BlackPoppet]

Yes! I feel the same



I'm sorry about that, that sounds awful. I have super super bad social anxiety and can only really deal with it if I also take some medication.



Me too.

Well you are free to PM me if you need a friendly ear. I know what you are going through and I'm here for you. Hugs

 

[SHThrowAway213]

me too, i have ptsd too

I get paranoid in the day because theres too many people about, I get paranoid at night because my first traumas happened in the dark, I can't win

 

[down for the count]

I hate leaving the house too. I am not afraid of social interaction mostly but I tend to get stereotyped by people and they tend To misunderstand me as a troublemaker when in fact I am just a non conformist. I usually only leave the house when I have to and usually come back feeling angry.