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suicidal jirai

suicidal jirai

Hanged angel
May 23, 2025
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Maybe it's because my mental health is crumbling, I desperately want to CTB, normally I love going shopping, buying things...and yet...I don't even want to do that anymore...I don't feel like I want anything anymore, I don't feel like I need it anymore....
 
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Carrot

Carrot

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Feb 25, 2025
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Things are vain to me, but everybody copes in a different way. I wouldn't mind existing if I didn't have to work and could just isolate somewhere barely spending any money until the rest of my life. I wouldn't be happy ignoring all what is going in the world, but I could do that. Obviously achieving such state is not easy, and I am not willng to try to achieve that state just [to] go be silently miserable. I'd rather just die.
 
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suicidal jirai

suicidal jirai

Hanged angel
May 23, 2025
29
Things are vain to me, but everybody copes in a different way. I wouldn't mind existing if I didn't have to work and could just isolate somewhere barely spending any money until the rest of my life. I wouldn't be happy ignoring all what is going in the world, but I could do that. Obviously achieving such state is not easy, and I am not willng to try to achieve that state just go be silently miserable. I'd rather just die.
Same :(
 
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