Venting depriving myself of sleep

[deletedaccount30982]

i decided i won't let myself sleep tonight. i will do anything to make myself feel in control. i don't know why but recently i've started testing my body's limits. i went four days with out food (nothing new to me, i have a history of eating disorder) but during that time i consumed large amounts of caffeine. i've been drinking lots of caffeine lately bc i enjoy the shakiness and j like when my heart beats fast and starts to hurt. tonight i've decided to see how long i can force myself to stay awake

 

[_elliott]

stay safe. eventually with lack of sleep you start to hallucinate. you don't need to do harmful things to yourself to have control of your body. you already own your body.

 

[Nolife33]

One night without sleep has a anti depressant effect, look it up on google. It's proven. Boosts neurotransmitters or something

 

[FuneralCry]

Personally, I wish I could sleep more. Sleep is the only break from this horrible life. However, I wish you the best with what you are doing.

 

[Hateyouprolife]

One night without sleep has a anti depressant effect, look it up on google. It's proven. Boosts neurotransmitters or something

It really depends. Sometimes it has this effect, but other times makes you irritable

 

[Rational man]

I only sleep 3 hours on average, as my head is hyperactive. I listen to the radio all night sometimes.But in the afternoon, i nap for 5 minutes. Its a great feeling like.you explode.back into life. i was once awake for 1 Week and fell asleep driving from the airport. That was not smart but luckily no one hurt.

 

[motel rooms]

One night without sleep has a anti depressant effect, look it up on google. It's proven. Boosts neurotransmitters or something

 

[Nolife33]

It's true even when I sleep the day off

 

[motel rooms]

It's true even when I sleep the day off

Sure. That's why sleep deprivation is used as a torture method.

 

[sadbadpsychogirl]

if that works for you then cool. if i don't sleep enough i get bitchy and it really fucks with my nervous system.