depression goals

[Akerblad]

highlights of the records of 8 years depression without treatment

>5 years as a neet
>weight gain
>extreme fatigue
>sleepy all day
>even more attention problems (maybe i have ADHD but is not sure)
>some suicide attempts
>social isolation with antisocial traits
>virgin
>extreme solitude
>rage attacks and some aggresions against family members
>emotional instability
>anhedonia and exteme inactivity
>intolerance to frustration



and will be worse

 

[Myl]

Yeah it's pretty much been exactly the same for me, it sucks.

 

[fox_wannabe]

I am afraid of becoming neet. I struggle with college because of how hard It is for me and I am already socially withdrawn because I have online classes and don't know where to meet people.

 

[markimobzzdeasui]

Almost the same here with the difference being it of 12 years and the depression being caused by repetative abuses,bullying and tortures by others.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you are going through this. I know that living a miserable existence can be dreadful. I can imagine it must be unbearable to be suffering so much. I wish you the best.

 

[SovietSuicide]

Exact same as you pretty much except I didn't NEET as much but I was still at my desk 24/7 and I had no weight gain but I have always been very underweight seemingly regardless of how many calories/how much exercise I do.

Life is just a fucking bitch.

 

[JinZhin]

I am afraid of becoming neet. I struggle with college because of how hard It is for me and I am already socially withdrawn because I have online classes and don't know where to meet people.

This. We're in the same boat...
OP, I'm sorry you're going through this. I'm technically not a neet but I haven't shown up to any exams/skipped most classes in a year now; always had urge to escape from society.
My twin brother is an actual neet, I've seen it coming since long long ago, I see he's in so much pain every day, but there's nothing I can do to help him/ make him happier. It's like he's been dead inside for so long, and I am as well, just marginally more functional/not as afraid as him of going outside.
I hope it gets better and my heart goes out to you