Decided i'm going to jump from a bridge, but annoyingly enough, they've put up 10 ft fences to deter people from ctb... I can still scale the fence easily and after that point, it'll deter anyone from trying to stop me. Will probably have a drink and possibly nitrous oxide right before i jump to overcome the SI/knock me out.
Jumping will be terrifying but it will be painless. Pills and such take too long for SI to overtake. i would know, I've failed with pills before.
SN seems painful based on the documentation i've read.
Can't do an exit bag because I'll never get away with getting it setup undetected.
Only thing I have to decide now is the timing and whether or not to leave behind notes. The very thought of having to say goodbye to my loving family is too overwhelming, i think i would just rather decide and do it.
Jumping will be terrifying but it will be painless. Pills and such take too long for SI to overtake. i would know, I've failed with pills before.
SN seems painful based on the documentation i've read.
Can't do an exit bag because I'll never get away with getting it setup undetected.
Only thing I have to decide now is the timing and whether or not to leave behind notes. The very thought of having to say goodbye to my loving family is too overwhelming, i think i would just rather decide and do it.
