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Medicmedic72

Buying a bus ticket
Jun 6, 2022
203
I am sorry for leaving the Underground abruptly. Everyone here was solidly able to relate to me. I do not think there is anything more to discuss. IF I don't receive my package tomorrow, I have other packages I have already received. I hope you forgive me. I would never want anyone to think they didn't do their absolute best given the challenges I faced. Each and every one of you are amazing. Each and every one of you DESERVE happiness. If you can learn from y mistakes I c consider that a win. Every single person here is supportive and caring. Do not let anyone take your love for humans away. I spent 30 years placing my own needs above others. I thought this was my duty as a first responder. I thought I could make a difference in just one life. And, if I did, I considered it a win. This isn't a winner vs losers game. Everyone is worthy. Every single person here is worthy of love and acceptance. Every single person is worthy of grace. This might not ring true for you, but I assure you that you are a valuable being. I assure you that you deserve love. Even if that means you cut out the people that offer anything less. I don't care if you are fat, skinny, on meds, off meds, estranged from your family, or close to them (without the knowledge that will get you placed in a hospital), if you are up for sentencing or not yet charged by law enforcement.... YOU ARE WORTHY. You belong here. You need to share your perspective on the world, because without absolutely open and honest communication there is no change.
 
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~Q~

Waiting for the bus
May 20, 2022
94
you are special and you are loved. you have accomplished so much and have had a positive influence on my life as well as many others here. your influence on the world can be seen in minds changed, lives saved, and happiness acheived. your compassion and devotion to others will leave a lasting impression on the world. If you take anything with you, remember you are more than the sum of your parts

You will be dearly missed
~Q
 
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thereisthemist

thereisthemist

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Nov 5, 2021
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huggies medic, your words are so beautiful and made the mist teared.
hope your soul in peace, at least, that is all the mist can wish for, the mist is useless otherwise...
the mist wants to leave as well, don't feel alone yourself after sending all these kind words.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Thank you for sharing your thoughts. You sound like a kind person. I wish you the best.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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Wishing you the best and you find peace. :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:
 
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xo777

are we almost there?
Apr 5, 2022
170
Thank you <3
I hope you find the peace you are looking for and that whatever comes next is everything you ever wanted. Have a safe trip
And you don't need our forgiveness we understand and we were never upset with you.
 
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