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thecountdown

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Feb 13, 2020
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What's worse for you the days or the nights?

It's a close call but for me I think it's the nights. At least during the day I get some sunlight that occasionally makes me feel better for a moment. I have intimacy and anxiety issues and haven't been in a relationship since 2009 which makes the nights very lonely. Also I have severe insomnia. Thoughts?
 
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Oyoy

Spatula
Feb 2, 2020
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What's worse for you the days or the nights?

It's a close call but for me I think it's the nights. At least during the day I get some sunlight that occasionally makes me feel better for a moment. I have intimacy and anxiety issues and haven't been in a relationship since 2009 which makes the nights very lonely. Also I have severe insomnia. Thoughts?
The days remind me of my failure. I panic at night.
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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Nov 7, 2019
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Days are worse. I feel more calm at night. Less noise and everybody sleeping while I'm being here. But nights are when I feel more suicidal. And when I wake up I wonder why I'm still alive.
 
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LMLN

LMLN

Paragon
Aug 10, 2019
929
Days are worse. I feel more calm at night. Less noise and everybody sleeping while I'm being here. But nights are when I feel more suicidal. And when I wake up I wonder why I'm still alive.
Same for me. Mornings are THE worst. Days are no bueno.
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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Nov 7, 2019
2,321
Same for me. Mornings are THE worst. Days are no bueno.
Los dĂ­as NO son buenos! Excepto si hay lluvia. Ese sonido me relaja
 
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Dead beat dad

Dead beat dad

Enlightened
Mar 5, 2019
1,029
Days. At least at night I am asleep and have my own private slice of death. A small reprieve only for a few hours
 
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Polly

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Jan 15, 2020
309
Same for me. Mornings are THE worst. Days are no bueno.
Mornings are definitely the worst fir me as well. If I can survive the morning I've got a fighting chance at the day.
 
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squirtsoda

Fallen Eagle
Jan 19, 2020
324
What's worse for you the days or the nights?

It's a close call but for me I think it's the nights. At least during the day I get some sunlight that occasionally makes me feel better for a moment. I have intimacy and anxiety issues and haven't been in a relationship since 2009 which makes the nights very lonely. Also I have severe insomnia. Thoughts?
Nights for sure. And same here, no relationship since 2009, and severe insomnia. I feel ya
 
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Life sucks

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Apr 18, 2018
2,133
Night 4 life. No annoying ppl or anything and I can do whatever I want
 
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Lostandfound7

Lostandfound7

Just waiting....
Jan 21, 2020
995
Mornings r def the worse for me..I love the nights cuz then I can go to sleep n don't have to think about anything..
 
Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
Being up at night isn't great for your wellbeing but it depends on the reasons. It's easier to feel your not missing out on anything when everyone's in bed
 
Lady Lazarus 2020

Lady Lazarus 2020

Student
Jan 25, 2020
144
Days - anxiety, despair, dread, shame, heartbreak. maybe some fleeting moments of peace sprinkled in.
Nights - same but 10x worse. I have to take meds to sleep. If I don't take anything I won't sleep.
Sleep is my only escape. I wish i could take a foreva nap lol
 

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