The darkness has returned. My veins feel the need to be carved at to find any sort of release. I had a few days, where maybe I thought I could try again. At this horrible fucking game called life which is a joke. But this is who I am. I find comfort in my darkness. In my bad thoughts. In my bed listening to my depressed and dying playlist where I can cry and pity myself and where my heart aches in places I didn't know existed just because i am so damn lonely. And tired. So tired.
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I feel right there with you. This life has been such a misery for years. I wish you and all of us here the peace we need.
falloutcarter13
Bury me, bury me...
- Aug 1, 2020
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I'm so sorry that you're feeling this way...I understand what you mean about the darkness. No one would ever choose to feel this way, I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. If I had enemies. I'm not important enough for that lol. Psychic hugs going your way!Still here. Sorry I haven't been on here much. I'm drowning in self misery and pitySimilar threads
