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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
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See this ppl calend have wat have thing Many val day birth etc this me see etc not hVe diff calend.

this not one day not one month, all calend many day smtm all month ,thiis all year. All year injury damage all year mourn grieve. Many day many month All year.

, Evry yearcsame feel happne yester evry year. This all cruel all awful , injury damage me this me world me calend, all suffer mourn greve

sad all sad this no end, only way end ctb. Callous fiend prtnd Nothing, awful species prtnd nothing, universe prtnd nothing
 
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missingpeace

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Feb 4, 2023
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I'm sorry to hear your in greif and in mourning, I can understand you wanting to ctb. I have a similar situation, every second of mine is torment, I just want to drop dead, the whole process of researching, buying materials and then attempting the ctb was so daunting. I just can't afford failure, I have to go, and I have to go now.
 
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