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lampshade321

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Aug 15, 2026
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Went to get a private mailbox set up, oops, their agreement says they don't accept dangerous/hazardous materials! I mean tbh I should have expected that so it's on me, but I ended up dropping $90 on a mailbox I won't be using since I wanted to avoid arousing any suspicious after I asked them what that meant. I think PO boxes are a little less restrictive as long as the material is legal and being shipped in appropriate packaging, since they're trained to handle hazmat material and all that. Might have to do that instead. I guess it's probably a good thing, it would be awful if anyone at the private mailbox place got hurt because I shipped my SN through them. Still, annoying.

I'm going to try reaching out to the company that sells the SN and verify it can make it through USPS shipping and is appropriately packed to be accepted at a PO box. Fingers crossed it doesn't set off any red flags for them... I might ask about some of their other products too just to be safe.

It's so hard not having a good mailing address. I can't send anything to my house because of the odds that my parents will find the shipment instead of me, but there are so many restrictions associated with PO boxes. Fuck. I just want to die.
 
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abcdefg789

Student
May 8, 2026
142
I'm aware of places you can order from where they will label it in a way so that it does not arouse suspicion.

I think it's unlikely anyone would get hurt/injured from handling your package. It's in the sender's strong interest for that not to happen.
 
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lampshade321

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Aug 15, 2026
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I'm aware of places you can order from where they will label it in a way so that it does not arouse suspicion.

I think it's unlikely anyone would get hurt/injured from handling your package. It's in the sender's strong interest for that not to happen.
I've finally identified MiC after realizing it was an actual site name and not just a description, but I'm pretty worried about customs + finding a trustworthy seller. Also, they're all selling in bulk, and I have to reach out and ask for a sample + then ask them to relabel the package (LOL they really just be doing anything I guess...). I dunno, there's just so many hoops to jump through.
 
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abcdefg789

Student
May 8, 2026
142
I've finally identified MiC after realizing it was an actual site name and not just a description, but I'm pretty worried about customs + finding a trustworthy seller. Also, they're all selling in bulk, and I have to reach out and ask for a sample + then ask them to relabel the package (LOL they really just be doing anything I guess...). I dunno, there's just so many hoops to jump through.
Just keep going until you find one willing to send you a sample. They are there!

I don't think there's any way to know if someone is a trustworhty seller or not. You still have to test whatever you receive.
 
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lampshade321

Member
Aug 15, 2026
10
Just keep going until you find one willing to send you a sample. They are there!

I don't think there's any way to know if someone is a trustworhty seller or not. You still have to test whatever you receive.
Yeah, I'd be testing no matter what. Do they usually charge for samples? I think I only need like 50g to be safe for my weight + doubled it for testing.

I found out in the last hour about B&M so I've been trying to look into that, but it's a bit slow-going as Wayback Machine is down right now, and a deleted thread appears to have been where most of the advice was.
 
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abcdefg789

Student
May 8, 2026
142
The sample I could get was for 1kg for about USD$150 for sample (they will reimburse if you then purchase the bulk amount later, ha ha. Dont' think I'll be needing 1 tonne of it). I don't think anyone will sell you as little as 50g.

Not familiar with B&M. Recently heard of a USA source though which I haven't seen mentioned here at all. It was mentioned in the PPeH forums.
 
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lampshade321

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Aug 15, 2026
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The sample I could get was for 1kg for about USD$150 for sample (they will reimburse if you then purchase the bulk amount later, ha ha. Dont' think I'll be needing 1 tonne of it). I don't think anyone will sell you as little as 50g.

Not familiar with B&M. Recently heard of a USA source though which I haven't seen mentioned here at all. It was mentioned in the PPeH forums.
1kg for a sample :pfff: I wonder what companies are buying literal tons of SN. Crazy haha. B&M is US source so that might be the same one. If I can't get B&M figured out, I'll go back to MiC I guess. Thanks for the help.
 

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