Cut my face with razorblade

[BleederOfZion]

Felt terrible during work. We wear masks anyways in front of patients, so I thought, why not? Went to the bathroom to cut the side of my cheek then did another one across the bridge of my nose. The face is one of the most vascular regions of the body, so the top of my nose quickly bled into my face mask. Hopefully nobody noticed, there wasn't too much blood.
I halfway hope my boyfriend will leave me once he is fed up with my shit. Having in real life friendships/relationships is simply not for me. The more offline human contact I have the more my self hatred grows.

 

[juraviel]

sheesh girl, you're not kidding..

 

[chocolatebar]

Don't you feel the same with online contact? Do you perceive people to behave differently when online of offline?

 

[Deleted member 8975]

Are you okay now? Does it hurt?

 

[BleederOfZion]

Don't you feel the same with online contact? Do you perceive people to behave differently when online of offline?

Online people are more prone to be intentionally hurtful online, while offline people are more prone to being unintentionally so.

Are you okay now? Does it hurt?

I'm okay. It's not that deep and the bleeding has stopped