Venting Current problems.

[wasteofspace]

Hello everyone.
It seems that I will be forced stay for a while longer :(
I wanted to CTB in a forest nearby, but getting SN in my country is impossible.
Another problem disrupting my plans is fear. Fear of dying. I don't fear what may or may not come after, but I do fear the process of death. I am mostly afraid of possibly hallucinating as I pass into the void.
Sorry if this is a bad post, I am just feeling so lost. Also sorry if I made any spelling mistakes or etc. in my post, I am not a native english speaker.

 

[sadworld]

Fear of dying is hard to overcome. You need to find peace with your decision or you're simply not ready. Best wishes and hugs for you!

 

[YukiFox]

Hello everyone.
It seems that I will be forced stay for a while longer :(
I wanted to CTB in a forest nearby, but getting SN in my country is impossible.
Another problem disrupting my plans is fear. Fear of dying. I don't fear what may or may not come after, but I do fear the process of death. I am mostly afraid of possibly hallucinating as I pass into the void.
Sorry if this is a bad post, I am just feeling so lost. Also sorry if I made any spelling mistakes or etc. in my post, I am not a native english speaker.

Sorry about what is happening in your life. Anything you decide, do not feel guilty. In any scenario, think twice before you decide.