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healthrecovery

Specialist
Sep 25, 2021
381
I got Brain damaged In hospital and my girlfriend left me the day before my release. I have nothing left...

I'm going to CTB tonight with N and metrocloperamide (30mg?)

Any tips or last words?

I'm scared but this life has became too difficult
 
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darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
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good luck, I hope you find peace ❤️‍🩹
 
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Aflame5926

Aflame5926

le tired
Apr 3, 2026
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have a good journey. there is no shame in backing out if you not ready for it through

hope you get rest through 🫂🫂
 
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hdead

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Jun 2, 2026
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I hope you find the peace you're looking for. I understand your fear, friend. I hope you might find a better way than going out like this, anyway. My prayers are with you. 🙏
 
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Le temps perdu

Sorry for my wording
Dec 10, 2025
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I hope you find peace, wishing you all the best.
 
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