CTBing tonight, actually, at 1 AM EST

[HeckingHecked]

Gonna take the risk of convulsions. I have access to my basement, which will make the noise significantly quieter. There's also going to be one less person in my house tonight. Wish me luck. I hope this works.

 

[Vex]

I will stay up so as to provide comforting messages for you. Remember, you can always change your mind, do not feel pressured to go through with this if you do not want to ❤

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

Good luck.

If I'm awake, I'll be around.

 

[motel rooms]

Good luck...

 

[HeckingHecked]

I will stay up so as to provide comforting messages for you. Remember, you can always change your mind, do not feel pressured to go through with this if you do not want to ❤

Yeah, i thought about it for a few minutes, and it's really unlikely I'll go through with it. We'll see, though.

 

[Vex]

Yeah, i thought about it for a few minutes, and it's really unlikely I'll go through with it. We'll see, though.

When I am at my worst I love listening to this song

https://m.youtube.com › watch VNV Nation - "Illusion" (Andy Huang) - YouTube

 

[marinekiwi]

It's good that you are taking your time to consider your options and not acting on impulse.
Whatever your decision is, I hope you find peace from your suffering.

 

[vagrantpoet]

i'll be awake. have a nice ride man.

 

[Itsallover123]

Plan on listening to any songs as you go?

 

[HeckingHecked]

Plan on listening to any songs as you go?

Loser Geek Whatever from Be More Chill, Upgrade from Be More Chill, and Goodbye by Aaron Tveit

 

[Itsallover123]

Loser Geek Whatever from Be More Chill, Upgrade from Be More Chill, and Goodbye by Aaron Tveit

At 1 AM I'll listen to them as well. Hope you find what you're looking for

 

[HeckingHecked]

At 1 AM I'll listen to them as well. Hope you find what you're looking for

Thank you. I hope so too. I'm still a bit scared.

 

[Crimsonghost3]

Good luck. Love those songs from that musical. I'll be listening with you

 

[Vex]

Thank you. I hope so too. I'm still a bit scared.

I hope you decide to stay with us for one more day, but im out here anyway sending you positive vibes

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

How you doing, Hecked?

 

[Hans Voralberg]

It was a greate pleasure for me to meet you few days ago HeckingHecked. Whatever you decided I send you all my love.

 

[LoveAndMonsters]

If you are no longer with us I hope you have found peace

 

[pure soul]

Wish u luck,Ur method??

 

[MeltedJello]

Goodluck, and I wish you peace. If things don't go to plan, you'll always have a place here.

 

[HeckingHecked]

How you doing, Hecked?

I didn't end up doing it. I didn't want to wake up that early. I still feel like shit, though.

Wish u luck,Ur method??

It'll be partial hanging

If you are no longer with us I hope you have found peace

I wish :(

 

[obliviousatbest]

I'm sorry the night didn't go how you first intended but its nice to see you still around. Your brain can go to so many places you didn't think it would go when standing eye-to-eye with death. You're not alone in your survival and suffering. Sending tranquil energy to you

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that things did not go to plan. Ctb really is difficult, if only there was a way to fall asleep and never wake again. Whatever happens, I wish you the best. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.