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atlanticus0_0

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Oct 3, 2025
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im so scared of eternal suffering.
 
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auto138491

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Jun 21, 2025
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Wishing you peace.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
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love and peace to you ❤️🕊️
 
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littlecutecorpse

littlecutecorpse

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ absolute girlfailure ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
Nov 13, 2025
171
hope you find the peace you deserve. 🕊
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I hope you find peace.

What's your method?
 
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HangMan123

Experienced
Nov 13, 2025
214
You're hearing voices, right? You should really reconsider and tell someone about this. Suicide is a very serious and permanent choice, and you really shouldn't make it ever, especially if you're not in the right headspace.
This is a bit presumptuous—so correct me if I'm wrong—but you believe in the afterlife, right? Otherwise nothing is "eternal." If you believe in heaven and hell, you should know that committing suicide would land you in hell, should either exist in the first place. If you really think you're going to experience eternal suffering either way—I promise, you won't—what's the difference if you just wait and tell somebody?
In any case, I hope you're okay and find peace.
 
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Jjabrams5095

Jjabrams5095

I have to return some videotapes
Nov 23, 2025
18
You're hearing voices, right? You should really reconsider and tell someone about this. Suicide is a very serious and permanent choice, and you really shouldn't make it ever, especially if you're not in the right headspace.
This is a bit presumptuous—so correct me if I'm wrong—but you believe in the afterlife, right? Otherwise nothing is "eternal." If you believe in heaven and hell, you should know that committing suicide would land you in hell, should either exist in the first place. If you really think you're going to experience eternal suffering either way—I promise, you won't—what's the difference if you just wait and tell somebody?
In any case, I hope you're okay and find peace.
We're already in hell. Atleast we can be amongst ourselves in the afterlife, with all the disappointments, misfits and letdowns. But i also don't wish death upon anyone ever. Either way, i hope @atnalticus0_0 finds peace.
 
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corpse

corpse

dead inside
Aug 31, 2025
250
I hope you find peace.
 
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SayaIsAwake

SayaIsAwake

A ghost in time
Nov 24, 2025
12
I wish you peace and a gentle passing on 🌻
 
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JadedBeing

JadedBeing

Hey, I'm using SanctionedSuicide
Sep 17, 2025
198
Hope it's going to be a smooth transition. I'll join you soon.

Would you mind going into more detail about your method? I want to use Fentanyl to ctb too. Either boofing or IV (i have to learn how to do both)
 
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atlanticus0_0

Member
Oct 3, 2025
76
You're hearing voices, right? You should really reconsider and tell someone about this. Suicide is a very serious and permanent choice, and you really shouldn't make it ever, especially if you're not in the right headspace.
This is a bit presumptuous—so correct me if I'm wrong—but you believe in the afterlife, right? Otherwise nothing is "eternal." If you believe in heaven and hell, you should know that committing suicide would land you in hell, should either exist in the first place. If you really think you're going to experience eternal suffering either way—I promise, you won't—what's the difference if you just wait and tell somebody?
In any case, I hope you're okay and find peace.
im too scared to tell anyone in case they put me in hospital
Hope it's going to be a smooth transition. I'll join you soon.

Would you mind going into more detail about your method? I want to use Fentanyl to ctb too. Either boofing or IV (i have to learn how to do both)
im smoking fentanyl in a park at night
 
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HangMan123

Experienced
Nov 13, 2025
214
Please reconsider telling someone. Even if they put you in the hospital, they will give you medicine that will make the voices and visions go away. It's nothing to feel embarrassed or scared about; everyone there understands and will try to help you. I read your previous post in which you said that, deep down, you know the voices aren't real. I know that they seem real and are very scary, but I—and everyone else here—promise that they cannot hurt you. Please, please, please reach out to someone.
 
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Wishingforadream

Wishingforadream

Shine Bright
Sep 28, 2025
40
I hope you find peace and that you pass on painlessly. 🤍
 
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rs929

Warlock
Dec 18, 2020
784
Hello buddy
I support the rational choice of CTBing, but the fact that you're hearing voices that tell you that you muat CTB before a certain date, indicates me that you're not in a good headspace to make such choice..Seems the voices are making the choice. Fuck them.
I think that you need to reach out to someone for help.
 
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Next

Student
Jul 13, 2023
109
Goodbye I whish you a save trip.
 
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