CTB with insulin tonight

[Popcornmew]

Hello. I am new here. I was very happy to have found this yesterday as i really want to CTB.
I read the N and SN threads and i came to the conclusion it is hard for me to obtain everything necessary because i am dumb.
So i decided to CTB today with insulin (i have type 1 diabetes). I finally got the courage because nothing else will be possible for me.
I started 2 hours ago. 20uni of insulin each hour. I started with 346 of sugar in my blood. I am also drunk and i havent been drunk in quite a while. I had a bit of popcorn even tho i shouldnt because it does bring blood sugar up. But it wont matter. Im waiting to reach hypoglycemia so that i can inject 1000 units then. I believe it will take 5 hours until i ctb. Brain damage is at 7 hours.
I trully believe PPeH is wrong when it comes to insulin. It takes a long time to reach hypoglycemia and injecting a lot of it in the same spots can be dangerous because then it doesnt get absorbed. I dont have PMs since i just got accepted here... but please do chat in here.
Thank you

 

[Nirrend]

Hello (and sadly farewell) @Popcornmew !

I'm so sorry that you've live such horrible things to decide to ctb right now..

I can only wish you peace and safe travel, I hope you're sure and happy to ctb..

I only wish you that <3

Safe travel and see you soon up there, I might leave in few weeks !

 

[theboy]

wow
It is an unusual method. I hope you find peace, friend
What does it feel like to take so much insulin or what is supposed to happen?

 

[Finding Sirius]

Safe travels to heaven friend, peace.

 

[tiny_dancer]

I'm sorry for what's led you to this. I wish you peace and comfort.

 

[Popcornmew]

wow
It is an unusual method. I hope you find peace, friend
What does it feel like to take so much insulin or what is supposed to happen?

I will have hunger, shakiness, nausea, fast heartbeat, fatigue, anxiety and trembles

I read here that one person injected 1000uni and they were fine afterwards... i hope it is not my case

Thank you all for the kind messages
I really hope this works

 

[Dead Meat]

I'm really sorry to see you go @Popcornmew I want to wish you a very pleasant and comfortable journey and may you have never-ending peace and tranquility. Much Love to you

 

[symphony]

Wishing you all the best and hoping all goes well for you.

 

[Hope:-)]

Lots of love to you xxx

 

[emgrl]

We're all here for you

 

[Popcornmew]

It has been 3 hours and it is still 126... hypoglycemia starts at 70

 

[justtoojaded]

How are you doing now?

 

[Euthanza]

It has been 3 hours and it is still 126... hypoglycemia starts at 70

How do you feel right now?

I wish you peace and dignity.

 

[Popcornmew]

How are you doing now?

How do you feel right now?

I wish you peace and dignity.

I just injected the 1000 units now.
A while ago i feeling hypoglycemia ans sweating a lot but now i am okay. Now its 114.
I really hope this works... i am worried and scared

 

[justtoojaded]

I just injected the 1000 units now.
A while ago i feeling hypoglycemia ans sweating a lot but now i am okay. Now its 114.
I really hope this works... i am worried and scared

I'm just getting my nails done, so I'm here if you want someone to talk to.

 

[Popcornmew]

I'm just getting my nails done, so I'm here if you want someone to talk to.

Thank you!
Right now i dont feel anything yet. I really hope this works

 

[cordolium]

how are you feeling? im here for someone to talk to while youre going through this process. I hope you have safe travels

 

[Hope:-)]

Thinking of you xx

 

[TweedleDee]

Hello. I am new here. I was very happy to have found this yesterday as i really want to CTB.
I read the N and SN threads and i came to the conclusion it is hard for me to obtain everything necessary because i am dumb.
So i decided to CTB today with insulin (i have type 1 diabetes). I finally got the courage because nothing else will be possible for me.
I started 2 hours ago. 20uni of insulin each hour. I started with 346 of sugar in my blood. I am also drunk and i havent been drunk in quite a while. I had a bit of popcorn even tho i shouldnt because it does bring blood sugar up. But it wont matter. Im waiting to reach hypoglycemia so that i can inject 1000 units then. I believe it will take 5 hours until i ctb. Brain damage is at 7 hours.
I trully believe PPeH is wrong when it comes to insulin. It takes a long time to reach hypoglycemia and injecting a lot of it in the same spots can be dangerous because then it doesnt get absorbed. I dont have PMs since i just got accepted here... but please do chat in here.
Thank you

Good luck my friend . I Am sorry this life wasn't Everything It should of been for you. I wish you well on your journey .

 

[theboy]

I will have hunger, shakiness, nausea, fast heartbeat, fatigue, anxiety and trembles

I read here that one person injected 1000uni and they were fine afterwards... i hope it is not my case

Thank you all for the kind messages
I really hope this works

Oh it sounds disgusting but I guess it's better than a lifetime of suffering

 

[Dead Meat]

Love to you @Popcornmew I hope everything goes how you want it too

 

[Little T]

Hello. I am new here. I was very happy to have found this yesterday as i really want to CTB.
I read the N and SN threads and i came to the conclusion it is hard for me to obtain everything necessary because i am dumb.
So i decided to CTB today with insulin (i have type 1 diabetes). I finally got the courage because nothing else will be possible for me.
I started 2 hours ago. 20uni of insulin each hour. I started with 346 of sugar in my blood. I am also drunk and i havent been drunk in quite a while. I had a bit of popcorn even tho i shouldnt because it does bring blood sugar up. But it wont matter. Im waiting to reach hypoglycemia so that i can inject 1000 units then. I believe it will take 5 hours until i ctb. Brain damage is at 7 hours.
I trully believe PPeH is wrong when it comes to insulin. It takes a long time to reach hypoglycemia and injecting a lot of it in the same spots can be dangerous because then it doesnt get absorbed. I dont have PMs since i just got accepted here... but please do chat in here.
Thank you

My brother was a thin type 2 diabetic, he just stopped taking insulin. When he finally collasped and was in ICU he did come around enough to say he did it on purpose. I asked him if he was in pain and he said no - yet wished he was for pain meds. Hospital tried dialysis but all systems were failing. I'm still jealous he had a "ticket to ride". At least he was able to tell me he was not in pain. So either way, you have a "ticket to ride"
I wish you peace.

 

[takemenowpls]

I wish you a peaceful journey

 

[Popcornmew]

I am still here. This method is shit tbh

 

[Hope:-)]

What's happening? x

 

[Popcornmew]

What's happening? x

I am still here. Only have a mild hypoglycemia of 66. It has been 4h30 since i injected 1000uni
....
I dont know what to do tbh

 

[Hope:-)]

I am still here. Only have a mild hypoglycemia of 66. It has been 4h30 since i injected 1000uni
....
I dont know what to do tbh

Do you need medical attention?

 

[Popcornmew]

Do you need medical attention?

Honestly i dont know if i should wait more and see what happens, or call the emergency

 

[HumansAreHell]

Are you in any pain or discomfort?

 

[Popcornmew]

Are you in any pain or discomfort?

Not at all. I dont even feel like i have hypoglycemia like i usually do...