Ctb WILL fix everything

[seeweed]

It will not only make MY problems go away but the others who are also involved in my life. Especially my mother. I have so much hatred towards myself that i dont even blame her anymore and all that blame just shifts to myself.

tbh, Im more scared of getting better than actually getting worse. And its been holding me back. Its like even if I get better, my problems wont go away. I want all of them to go away. I know this idea is stupid but cant I just dream?? Even with proper treatment, the only way for me to actually get rid of this feeling on my chest is to just kill myself.

 

[bipolar22]

Well strictly speaking no. Your peoblems will go away for you but they are kinda transfered to their poeple. Fsmily has to deal with loss and grieve not often understanding what had happen blaming themselves, some wage workers have to get ur body perform autopsy. Thrn they have to decide what to do with your stuff and debt. So no it wont solve all problem but for you it will. Peoblems are for thr living after all