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Rd13

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Nov 2, 2021
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So I'm going to hang myself off a quiet forest bridge some time soon. I already went to the spot some times to test the knots and rope drop length etc, also considered to ctb immediately. I found that I was much less afraid to ctb when it was dark. Does anyone see the same ?
 
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Darkover

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my concern with doing it outside is that someone could find you and rescue you and maybe you'll have life changing injuries
 
FuneralCry

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Sep 24, 2020
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I feel more relaxed and calm when it is dark, so I will likely ctb at nighttime. There is less noise at that time and there is less likely to be any disturbances.
 
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Rd13

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Nov 2, 2021
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my concern with doing it outside is that someone could find you and rescue you and maybe you'll have life changing injuries
I should be dead in less than a second, if done right, so I don't worry about someone rescueing me. Besides, the place I'm using, in a river forest, only has 2 or 3 times a pedestrian each hour at most. I plan to scout the path too with my bike, before doing it. Wouldnt need more than 5 minutes.
 
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