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ねたみ

ねたみ

水橋パルスィ
Jun 24, 2021
13
As titles, using UTC+8 time zone
I'm 182cm tall and about 60kg in weight
Bought SN and domperidone from Taobao (the biggest shopping website in mainland China, don't know weather the vendor provide international shipping)
Started fasting since 15:00 and stopped drinking at 18:00
I'll take 20mg of domperidone as antiemetic at 00:15 and take 15g of SN in 30mL of water at around 00:45
I've tasted SN solution about 10 months ago, knew it would be salty as hell, so this time I will use mouthwash and mint and try not to give up that easy.
If no reply till 12:00 tomorrow, it means that I succeeded or been sent to the psych ward.
Thank you all for providing valuable info esp. Stan and Icetea15. Without you guys I would never dare using SN again.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,594
I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point. I wish you the best in whatever happens, I hope that you find what you are looking for.
 
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Snatsbats

Student
Jan 9, 2021
182
Good luck, and i wish you peace. Whatever you choose to do.
 
Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,648
good luck hope you have a smooth exit
 
ねたみ

ねたみ

水橋パルスィ
Jun 24, 2021
13
Wait suddenly read that domperidone takes 60min to reach max effect...
so I'll take SN at 01:00 and have another 20mg of domperidone now just in case

Thank you all for replying. I'll try to keep this thread up.
 
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justagreenleaf

justagreenleaf

Student
May 29, 2022
129
Please remember that it is never too late, should you change your mind. Sending you comforting thoughts.
 
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~Q~

~Q~

Waiting for the bus
May 20, 2022
93
Safe journey.
 
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ねたみ

ねたみ

水橋パルスィ
Jun 24, 2021
13
Took it.
Better than my expectations
Heart rate went to 135
16538440189874963217756177970329
 
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Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
2,487
Wishing you well friend. ♡
Valentines Day Love GIF by Dave Gamez
 
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ねたみ

ねたみ

水橋パルスィ
Jun 24, 2021
13
Heart beating so strong
16538446256668902783791765742657
 
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pure soul

Student
Jul 17, 2021
131
I hope u found peace
 
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outrider567

Illuminated
Apr 5, 2022
3,002
Sad
 
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MsMaudlin

MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
875
I really hope you found peace.

 
Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
2,487
I guess he did it huh, damn. That's pretty sad. Hopefully he found what he was looking for. Rest in peace :(
Someone must have found them or something their account had been active since they were last online the first time.
 
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icetea15

icetea15

... and you'll be free
Apr 12, 2020
91
Just saw your mention about me affecting your decision together with Stan. I appreciate your words and I just hope everything have gone well ❤️
 
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