CTB today

[quothTheRaven9]

There are no good reasons and I don't want to do this, but I woke up with a feeling that everything is over that I can't shake. Going to ctb today the old fashioned way, no access to sn, n or anything else helpful. I don't want to do this. I wish I had never been born. I wish this was all a dream and no one would get hurt. I wish this was t happening and I wasn't me.

 

[outrider567]

There are no good reasons and I don't want to do this, but I woke up with a feeling that everything is over that I can't shake. Going to ctb today the old fashioned way, no access to sn, n or anything else helpful. I don't want to do this. I wish I had never been born. I wish this was all a dream and no one would get hurt. I wish this was t happening and I wasn't me.

hope you find relief and peace

 

[Al_stargate]

Sorry about your pain and suffering. Don't know what you're going through and not gonna try and talk you out of it. If it's an emotional state maybe give it some time. Wish you well in whatever happens as they say here!

 

[houseofleaves]

Wait, wait-wait-wait, that could be just a temporary state of mind. Are you sure? 146% sure?

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

I'm sorry you're suffering and struggling, OP. I hope you can find peace, no matter what you decide.

 

[FuneralCry]

I know that this life can be unbearable when you are suffering so much, and I'm sorry that it has come to this point for you. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do.