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life is an illusion

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Mar 25, 2022
20
I will go to CTB today, everything is ready, I already bought metoclopramide, SN and ibuprofen, between 11 pm and 12 pm I will start the static dose, I still don't know where I'm going to "sleep", Probably my dad will find me, I want him to have as little impact as possible, he has a heart problem, I'm afraid something will happen to him, I will leave the letters saved on my cell phone, I hope everything goes well, I am confident that this is what is best for me and for everyone around me
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,615
I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 
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UpandDownPrincess

UpandDownPrincess

Elementalist
Dec 31, 2019
833
If this is what you truly want, I wish you a peaceful journey.

Please remember that if you have a change of heart (or mind) that we are still here for you anytime.
 
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life is an illusion

Member
Mar 25, 2022
20
I'm writing my letters, I have a lot to write, I've already said goodbye to my friends, father, mother and brother, but now the hardest part begins, the reason for all this, a life of lies
 
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SpaceCadet

SpaceCadet

‎In a perfect world, nobody would be suicidal
Feb 27, 2022
193
I'm writing my letters, I have a lot to write, I've already said goodbye to my friends, father, mother and brother, but now the hardest part begins, the reason for all this, a life of lies
I'm sorry that you find yourself at this point, you said that doing it is the best for everyone around you but i'm positive they will miss you. Know that if you want to reconsider there's no problem with that.
 
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life is an illusion

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Mar 25, 2022
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I'm sorry that you find yourself at this point, you said that doing it is the best for everyone around you but i'm positive they will miss you. Know that if you want to reconsider there's no problem with that.
I understand friend, but I believe it's the only way, I'm dead inside
 
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Graytaichi

Wizard
Feb 14, 2022
606
Lots of love and can i give u a big hug before your bus arrives.
 
TheWood

TheWood

Experienced
Mar 1, 2022
216
If you ever change your mind no one will judge you. I hope you find what you are looking for
 
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