Hey. I plan to ctb today with SN, I already bought everything I need to. The thing that I fear the most is the eternal "nothing" that probably will come. I'm feeling lonely, there's someone free to talk?
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FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 48,594
I do not think that death is something to be feared, we will all die eventually no matter what happens, and when we die, we will cease to exist. There will be no more pain, no more suffering. The thought of eternal nothingness actually brings me a lot of comfort, life is what I fear instead.
I'm sorry that it has come to this point for you and I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do. I hope you find peace whether you go through with it or not.
I feel for my mom that is going to find me dead..
Yes! The last time I ate was at lunch
Thanks
Roughly how old are you?
I ask cause one of my older brothers passed away when he was in his early 20s. He had fallen on hard times and was living with our Mom. He unexpectedly died in his sleep, and our Mom found him. She was devastated for months. I think I know how you feel regarding how she's going to react at the loss of her child.
DarkFriend.
Neverending Suffering
- May 1, 2022
- 76
The war will finally be over.
How nice.
Pain In The Ass
Wizard
- Feb 10, 2022
- 638
I'm guessing the eternal "nothing" that came before you arrived didn't bother you too muchTime ceases to exist. The "Nothing" seems so soothing to me. End the pain.
MementoMori81
Member
- May 1, 2022
- 87
If this helps at all, try to think of it like this - you knew nothing of the billions of years before you were shot headlong into the light for the first time. Think hard on that and really try and imagine it, then remember it's to that state of nothingness, of non-experience and unknowing that you'll return. How peaceful right? You've been there before, we've all been there before.
It's hard, I know, because life and the ability to experience is all we've ever known. You'll be okay, though, I promise mate. Death isn't the opposite of life, it's part of it. And, for what it's worth, I'm with you in heart and mind, if not in person. Take comfort if possible in that.
Safe journey and best wishes as you return to the void.
Niirvana
♥Soon♥
- Sep 18, 2020
- 436
There is nothing to fear, you will not be aware of that 'nothing'. I see it as a liberation. Even though things are going well in my life, I want to leave. My best wishes for you trip, I will also leave with that method
magicalsarcoma
sending love to cats
- Apr 4, 2022
- 105
Perhaps it might be easier to think like this. Death doesn't exist. "Nothing" doesn't exist, because "nothing" cannot be known - you will no longer be there when "nothing" comes. Everything that exists has to do only with our life. As long as you're there, there is everything, including what you imagine as nothing. But it is impossible to face the real "nothing". Hope I've formulated the idea clearly
locked*n*loaded
Archangel
- Apr 15, 2022
- 9,592
I think we know death. We all experience it. It happens therefore it must exist. It's the absence of life, is it not? I wouldn't call death "nothing". It seems like something to me. I think the idea that "Everything that exists has to do only with our life" is a bit short sighted. When we're gone life goes on and stuff still exists. The information that was about us still exists. I cannot presume to say nothing does not exist. I'm really not sure that there can be something without nothing.
wellherewego
Wanderer
- Apr 30, 2022
- 55
Huntfish34
Enlightened
- Mar 13, 2020
- 1,619
It's ok. Don't worry few people on this forum think that there is eternal nothingness, but that is not based on any spiritual position or facts it's just a feeling they have probably influenced by a bad life more than anything.
Nobody knows what happens when you die that's the truth, you can't overthink 'the worse possible outcome' as there is every chance an obscure religion like paganism could be just as valid or reincarnation . Nobody knows. What I am confident of though personally in my thoughts is that leaving will be better than being here for sure.
CrossroadsCurious
"Why do we do what we do?"
- Dec 12, 2021
- 671
new pph ebook may 2022 upadate availble which give exact method of sn, does anyone have it
Shu
As above, So Below.
- Jan 21, 2022
- 2,487
Shu
As above, So Below.
- Jan 21, 2022
- 2,487
Okay my friend let's continue this conversation on another thread it's not respectful to do it here thank you for sharing please comment on my other thread
SKDN
Member
- Mar 29, 2022
- 31
Wish you peace. The idea of nothingness calms me. It's exactly what I want. My fear is to be other things after this gate. But i Believe that there are not.
My Mother and Dad. I think about then too. But, we are all going to die.
london3
Banned Scammer
- May 5, 2022
- 584
london3
Banned Scammer
- May 5, 2022
- 584
oh ok, it might be uploaded later as its still early may, but each new edition has minor changes to methods etc
Shu
As above, So Below.
- Jan 21, 2022
- 2,487
Maybe this user survived? Who knows. Their account was active Thursday and this was posted Monday. Maybe someone found the website. We never know.
What if there's a chance there really is an afterlife, choose life with God..much better than hell, And no one goes to hell because of taking their own life, that's a catholic myth, no one belonging to God and ctb loses his place with God forever, saved is forever if you want to chat I'm hereMy last suicide attempt I was dead for a time and there was nothing that I remember.
They found me 15 minutes before it was irreversible.
I was ON the bus.Last edited:Similar threads
