Bsauce
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- May 18, 2026
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Since I have no access to most method substances (N, SN, any full combination from PPH), I've imagined a combo of contingencies that could lead to a certain, painless death. So I have a plan that would follow as:
1. Anti-emetic (Bromopride, related to metoclopramide, easy to get) a few days prior to the day;
2. Alcohol (thinking whiskey), maybe weed;
3. Some benzos (clonazepam/klonopin), enough for full depression of CNS ;
4. Some barbiturate or anticonvulsivant (phenobarbital or carbamazepine/tegretol) if I'm lucky to get some;
5. Set up charcoal in bathroom, enough for 4+ hours of smoke;
6. Embrace the ride.
I think that might be a pretty sweet way to go. So, the idea is not to OD, I know that's not reliable. The idea is to get sedated to the point of almost having a coma and depressing the respiratory system and going the carbon monoxide way. I'm not really tolerant with medication since I'm years without any of them, but I'm a heavyweight with alcohol and weed. If I wasn't a drinker perhaps I wouldn't even take the medication. It's hard to get benzos for me, but possible. Barbiturates are almost impossible. I worked in the pharmaceutical industry a long time ago, experimented all of it, hypnotics, benzos, barbiturates, anti-psychotics, you name it. Perhaps I could evoke old contacts, but hardly doubt that, plus I don't want anyone to get in trouble. Thinking about chugging down one blister of benzo when drunk (one or half one of some barbiturate to be extra sure I'll be unconscious), after taking the enti-emetics prior to the day, with a comfy stomach, perhaps some oatmeal 2 hours before the act, after having lit the charcoal. Then, when the fire's gone, I'd enter the bathroom, put wet towels or a tape in any gap, pass out and finally go.
Probably gonna do it in a month. Suggestions and ideas are extremely welcome. Wish me luck.
1. Anti-emetic (Bromopride, related to metoclopramide, easy to get) a few days prior to the day;
2. Alcohol (thinking whiskey), maybe weed;
3. Some benzos (clonazepam/klonopin), enough for full depression of CNS ;
4. Some barbiturate or anticonvulsivant (phenobarbital or carbamazepine/tegretol) if I'm lucky to get some;
5. Set up charcoal in bathroom, enough for 4+ hours of smoke;
6. Embrace the ride.
I think that might be a pretty sweet way to go. So, the idea is not to OD, I know that's not reliable. The idea is to get sedated to the point of almost having a coma and depressing the respiratory system and going the carbon monoxide way. I'm not really tolerant with medication since I'm years without any of them, but I'm a heavyweight with alcohol and weed. If I wasn't a drinker perhaps I wouldn't even take the medication. It's hard to get benzos for me, but possible. Barbiturates are almost impossible. I worked in the pharmaceutical industry a long time ago, experimented all of it, hypnotics, benzos, barbiturates, anti-psychotics, you name it. Perhaps I could evoke old contacts, but hardly doubt that, plus I don't want anyone to get in trouble. Thinking about chugging down one blister of benzo when drunk (one or half one of some barbiturate to be extra sure I'll be unconscious), after taking the enti-emetics prior to the day, with a comfy stomach, perhaps some oatmeal 2 hours before the act, after having lit the charcoal. Then, when the fire's gone, I'd enter the bathroom, put wet towels or a tape in any gap, pass out and finally go.
Probably gonna do it in a month. Suggestions and ideas are extremely welcome. Wish me luck.
