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tration7

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Mar 26, 2022
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I am tempted to leave this world, to have never been born.

Yet is is far easier to treat yourself a purchased meal.

There are days where no other pleasure or riches would rival CTB temptation, yet I can't do it.

According to the American Association of Suicidology, there are 25 attempts at CTB for every one success. Link.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It really is so difficult to leave this world. All that I want is to be gone, but I am trapped here as ctb is so hard. Even know we want to die, all humans are programmed to survive and in my case there is the lack of peaceful way to exit and the fear of failure. We all deserve the option of a reliable and peaceful way to exit at a time of our own choosing, no one should have to resort to risky methods that can fail.

I'm sorry that you are in this situation, and I understand that it is awful wanting to leave this world yet feeling as though you are unable to. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do.
 
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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,431
Nothing tempting about it. In an ideal world, we would all have what we want to avoid these feelings. It just happens to be the lesser of the two evils between it and living for the majority of us.
 
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tration7

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Mar 26, 2022
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Nothing tempting about it. In an ideal world, we would all have what we want to avoid these feelings. It just happens to be the lesser of the two evils between it and living for the majority of us.
Yeah I can see that. If it was paradise. Even if life was good, there is still evil lurking around us in many forms, ready to ruin our lives.
 
WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
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Yeah I can see that. If it was paradise. Even if life was good, there is still evil lurking around us in many forms, ready to ruin our lives.
True that. Just the nature of the beast.

But our ideal situations would make it more tolerable, I guess. Depends on what your reason for wanting to catch the bus is.
 
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