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emptywings

emptywings

be nice
Sep 6, 2026
60
been having really fucked up intrusive thoughts lately. kinda wanna do something stupid and even end up in jail so everyone hates me and i can peace out without hurting anyone. idk if i wanna leave as the good person or just go out having had some fun before i ctb.
 
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PeaceSeeker83

Experienced
Jul 23, 2026
291
I hear a lot about hangings in prison. Not a great way to go but it's somewhat understandable.
 
ihateittoo

ihateittoo

she/her!!
Jun 9, 2026
95
what are you planning on doing if you dont mind me asking? or is it just a general thought to do something that is stupid.
 
themisfit

themisfit

Member
Apr 20, 2026
32
There is a good chance they won't kill you in prison, but torture you for years instead (depending on what you do to get arrested)

Even if you don't do something considered reproachable by other inmates (rape, feminicide, snitching), they might torture you simply because they are bored and angry and want to take it out on some stupid newbie

This is how prisoners "have fun"
 
SASU-KE

SASU-KE

My dog intercepts my SN package so I'm still here.
Nov 26, 2025
1,280
Don't do anything too crazy, OP.I feel it's better to just leave with your reputation intact.But that's just me.


what are you planning on doing if you dont mind me asking? or is it just a general thought to do something that is stupid.
I noticed you like donkeys. Have you seen the news recently about that cop who shot the baby donkey for no good reason?Hee haw was his name.
 
DeathSweetDeath

DeathSweetDeath

Visionary
Nov 12, 2025
2,405
I wouldn't if I were you. If karma exists in this life or the next, I wouldn't want to test that. You may find it harder to CTB behind bars than you think, it's hard enough finding a good method as it is. You can always ask @COP2CON about what it's like to want to CTB but only have whatever methods that are accessible in prison to choose from.
 
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RazzleDazzle

The void stares back.
Sep 16, 2021
324
The impression I've gotten from talking to people who have been in prison is that there isn't much privacy and it's overcrowded. You're not going to necessarily have a leisurely place to set this up or plan it. The stress of being there would be hard, and it may take a long time to figure out how to do it.
 
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imagonner

imagonner

Student
Aug 9, 2026
127
privacy to ctb in jail depends on what country you re in. at least in uk, in general, its doable.
 
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